X Jedi 2 Chapter 7 -- Hornets' Nest Disclaimer in Chapter 1 by JackeeC, Gheorghe2 and ginef (all @aol.com) Faquier County, VA Route 29 SevenEleven Parking Lot 5:00 PM Having nearly lost and killed the aliens in her charge, Scully was determined not to starve them. The burger flipping stands that dotted Route 29 were however certain to disappoint. While discussing the meager options in a Seven Eleven parking lot, the cell phone rang, startling all three women. Fumbling, she brought the phone to her ear, "Scully." "Dana, it's Han." Scully's heart missed a beat or ten. "What's wrong?" "Mulder's had some difficult news. He's not ... responding to Luke or me. I think you better get over here." "Where are you?" "His apartment." "On our way," she replied, turning the car around and pulling into traffic. Alexandria, VA Han hung up the phone and sat back with a deceptive air of ease on the chair near the kitchen, his blaster trained on Adams. Adams, for his part, was settled on a living room chair, facing Han. To Han's trained eye, Adams' attempts to conceal his anxiety were comical. Adams leaned over and picked up one of three small framed photographs resting on the end table, a boy and a girl at the beach, the boy's arm flung around the little girl. The same children from his father's vision, he realized, perhaps a couple of years older. Samantha and Fox. He replaced the picture and picked up another. The same children, this time joined by mom and dad. It was one of the type taken by a professional photographer. Everyone looked nervous. Edgy. Posed. He looked closely into the eyes of Bill Mulder and wondered if he had known than that the son whose shoulder he so proudly rested his hand on wasn't his own. He replaced that photo and picked up the last and only one taken in recent years. Not surprisingly it was his brother's partner, Scully. She was wearing a blue FBI wind breaker, back to the camera, her head turned around as if her name had just been called. Her hair was wind blown and she was laughing. Somehow he just knew that Mulder had been the photographer. He replaced the picture and returned his gaze to Solo. The smuggler was immobile, hand resting casually on the heavy blaster resting in his lap, impassive, eyes flickering, watching every move. In this state of alert control, Adams doubted any of his Force tricks would work on the wary smuggler. Maybe old Bail Organa would have been proud of his adopted daughter's scandalous choice in a spouse; her real father, Darth Vader certainly would have been. Adams looked out the window. Skywalker and Mulder were outside talking. If anyone would understand what Mulder was going through it would be Skywalker. The choking bitter laugh did not escape his throat, and Solo already had his blaster up, finger at the ready. "Go ahead and give into it Solo, jus try 'n take me out," he taunted in colloquial Corellian slang. A smirk broke across the big man's face. "Nothin personal, Adams," Solo responded in kind, not at all ashamed of his native dialect. "I jus got a real special grudge 'gainst your kind. Hunted like an animal, tortured, my wife's torture, the murder of a coupla billion people on Alderaan, cloning innocent people so they can kill even more innocent people, tryin to kidnap my kids. I figure the universe is a lot safer place without your kind in it." Adams now did laugh. "That's not a very nice way to describe your wife, your children, or your brother in law." Never taking his eyes from Adams, his right hand still firmly on the heavy blaster, Han pulled Mulder's gun out of his pocket with his left and expertly released the safety. He aimed now a second barrel at the staring Adams. Still speaking in unrepentant Corellian, he slurred, "They'd all be better off dead than dark. An' so's everyone else. Only thing stoppin me from blastin you into the next quadrant now is that Mulder should have the honors." Solo, he realized, was a man with a cause, a clean conscience, and no fear. Adams said archly, with furtive and misplaced arrogance, "If you honestly think Mulder would kill me, now that he knows the truth, you're a bigger fool than I've heard." The grin broadened, as if the Force empty clod had read his mind. "That may be true Adams," Han said, now in flawless, aristocratic Basic. "I, however, would not hesitate to kill you, nor am I afraid to die trying." He switched effortlessly into the crudest Corellian. "I only wanna make certain that you're dead before I go." Whipped, the games over, Adams muttered pathetically, "Aren't you forgetting that my father traded me for the Emperor's whore?" Solo's head twitched in a movement of disagreement. "No, I'm not forgetting," implying that such details never escaped him. "And a common concubine is not worth, and would not cause, all this trouble." The expressive face across the room became more serious, attentive, but no less alert. "All that does is tell me the lengths he'll go to get her. Which leads me to two other conclusions." Ben bit. "What are those?" "That the only things more important than killing you are making sure he's dead, and that Jade never gets the chance to be near him again while he's still alive." * * * The warm October day had turned bleak and cool, threatening gray rain. A brisk wind picked up colorful leaves from the pavement outside the building, playfully tossing them. They crunched underfoot as Mulder paced out the distance in front of his apartment. Luke silently observed from his seat on the steps. He did not dare leave Mulder alone, he could not penetrate the wall of destructive self loathing, and had to dissuade Mulder from following Adams on a damn foolish junket to certain suicide. "Mulder, I think I might understand how you're feeling right now" he started. Mulder whirled on him, his voice low and threatening. "You have no fucking idea how I'm feeling." Luke persisted, at his most annoyingly sincere, "I think I do. You've heard what my father did to all of us, what kind of a monster he was. But in the end, I was able to accept him, and find the good that was in him." Mulder scowled at the naivete, but ceased his prowling. He sunk down next to Luke on the steps. "That black lunged bastard is my *father*. You're sure of it?" "Ben isn't lying," Luke assured him. "And I can... sense a connection between the two of you. It was the same with Leia and me." "Why didn't you know before?" "We had a saying where I come from that goes something like 'sometimes the truth is blind.' It can be staring you right in the face and we don't see it." Mulder covered his face with his hands. "God. He took my sister, killed my...," the word "father" caught, lost and irretrievable. "He killed Mellissa, he took," again the voice broke in whispered misery, "Scully." * * * Scully screeched to a stop at Mulder's building, wondering fleetingly what Mulder's neighbors must make of her. They must think them both total nut cases. She climbed out of the car, striding toward the entrance without waiting for Mara and Leia. Mulder and Luke were sitting on the front steps; Mulder huddled into a ball, head down, arms clutched tightly around his knees, slowly rocking back and forth. Scully picked up her pace. "Mulder, what's wrong?" she asked, quelling the rising fear. She sunk down next to him and looked to Luke for an explanation. Luke stood up to greet Mara and Leia, coming behind slowly, "I think we should leave Mulder and Dana alone for a few minutes." Glancing at Mulder, Mara and Leia followed Luke up the stairs, leaving the devastated pair huddled on the front stoop. With the entry door shutting behind them, Leia asked with wondering dread. "What happened?" It was to Mara that Luke actually responded, as they entered the lift and rose to Mulder's apartment. "Mulder found out that the one they call Cancer Man is his father." Stunned, abhorrent shock surged from both women. Leia gasped. "So that means Palpatine was ..." Luke nodded and his sister thumped heavily against the wall with an exclamation of deep empathy. "It explains so much, doesn't it?" If Leia's reaction was sympathy, Mara's was of rising anger. "How'd he find out?" Luke gently placed a hand to her shoulder, bracing for the storm, "Adams told him." She jerked away as the lift door opened, and spun from Luke, "That malicious ..." The curse died as she reached out in the Force and felt... Luke now grabbed her roughly, "Mara, don't..." With a combined Force and physical shove, Mara pummeled Luke back into the elevator, pushing him into Leia. Dropping her blaster into her hand, she took off down the hall towards the apartment. * * * Scully reached over and placed a hand on her partner's back. "What is it, Mulder? You're scaring me." "He's my father," he finally managed, his voice ragged. "Who?" Scully asked, completely confused. "The Cancer Man." Mulder flinched at her sharp intake of air, burying his head deeper into his arms. She brutally smothered the wave of revulsion, wanting to know how he had found out, how he could be sure it was true. The Cancer Man Mulder's father!? The man who'd killed her sister and stolen three months of her life was father to her partner and best friend?! How in the world could this be true? Could it be true? Some small part of her intellect still in place recognized the same coincidences he had, and that yes, grotesque as it was, this was one explanation. Scully put a hand at his shoulder, wanting him to look up, but Mulder resisted, staring now at an ant marching across the concrete, carrying an enormous insect remnant in its tiny jaws. As the ant disappeared into a crack in the pavement, he finally responded to the unasked questions, groaning miserably, "Adams is upstairs. He told me. Skywalker confirmed it." He's blaming this on himself, she realized, like there was some way he could have possibly influenced his own paternity. He expects me to reject him now. To blame him too. How utterly Mulder, she mused as she reached out again, and gently pulled him into her arms. He hesitated a moment and then collapsed into her embrace. * * * Skidding to a stop at the apartment, without a moment's hesitation, blind with killing rage, Mara threw open the door. Ben and Han both leaped up, Han thinking clearly enough to keep his blaster trained on Adams. In a gesture of self preservation, as if tossing a pebble, Adams instinctively flicked his fingers; the blow threw Mara against the wall. Seizing the distraction, Han smashed the butt of his blaster on Adams before Mara hit the floor. Luke and Leia burst through the doorway in time to see Adams collapse. The three standing stared at the two hapless and groaning on the floor. Luke went to Mara, indicating to Leia that she should help Han with Adams. For one who was supposed to still be reeling from a Force assault, Mara made a sudden and quick recovery. As Luke first relieved her of her blaster and helped her to her feet, she launched at Adams again from across the room, prepared to rend him limb from limb. "Out of my way, Skywalker, or you're the next to go," she swore, as Luke now physically held her back, wrapping his arms around her clawing, furious storm. "No. Mara!!" Now he was shouting as well, trying to penetrate her fury. "Not like this. You can't, not like this." "Watch me." Luke dragged her into a chair, and with a Force and hand restraint, pinned her there. Adams, now standing between the muzzles of Leia and Han's blasters, said quietly, "Jade, I'm the one with cause to kill you, not the other way around." She squirmed, spitting. "The only person I'll take greater pleasure in killing is that fiend father of your's." "Mara," Luke began. She struggled, infuriated, and he repeated, "Mara!!" "What!" the hellion spat. "He's right. His father, **Mulder's** father, traded him to the Urmari for you." Mara's murderous ire now focused on Luke. He was nearly sitting on top of her, face centimeters from her own. She finally heard him, but did not believe. "What?" She repeated, her voice wavering and rough. Adams whispered. "Because you all killed the vornskrs, the Urmari demanded another Force sensitive. They wanted you, and so did my father. He was going to give me to them, so he could have you." Han now spoke firmly, wishing with all his soul that he could end this blight on both galaxies with a squeeze of the trigger, "Jade, I want to kill him as badly as you do. And if he's not dead at your hand by the end of this, you can bet that I'll be the one to do it, or die trying." Han spared a glance at his wife, but he noticed only that she moved her blaster closer to Adams, as firmly resolute. "But first, we've got to get their bastard of a father, and those hell spawn the Urmari. And this," he pushed his blaster contemptuously against Adams again for emphasis, "Sorry son of a Sith is the only way to get to the father." He nodded to Luke, in a gesture of dismissal. "Get Jade out of here." "I'm not going anywhere, Solo." With a fierce struggle, she broke free of her teacher's restraint, lunging again at Adams. She made it barely halfway, stopping cold, frozen and stricken, as Adams, with a casual finger snap, sunk Force fangs into her. Mara shrieked, writhing and immobilized in crushing, tearing teeth. Both Luke and Leia mentally staggered under the weight of his devastating assault on Mara. Surrendering to a billowing fury he had denied the night before, Luke struck with the Force, slamming into Adams with a wincing mental blow. Caught in her brother's outrage, and an overflowing measure of her own, Leia shoved the cold metal of her blaster tip under Adams' ear, driving his head up. She ground through clenched teeth, "If you don't let her go, I'll finish what she started." Adams' Force throttling abruptly dropped and Mara sagged against Luke. Han took control, not needing the Force to know what had just occurred, "Luke, I think you, Mara and Leia need a few minutes away from here. I'm not going to let you all risk the Dark Side by killing this piece of filth in a fit of anger." With an abrupt, rude jerk of his head at Adams, he added, "Unfortunately for you Adams, I don't have those kind of restrictions that keep me from slaughtering you in cold blood." Han took a step back, pulling Adams with him, and pushing Leia forward. She helped Luke wrestle a less resisting, but vociferously cursing Mara out the door. With a rough hand, Han shoved Adams back into a chair. "Sit on your hands, facing forward. Otherwise, make yourself comfortable." In the lift, Mara yanked free of her captors. "Damn it, just let me go." "Not if you're going to bolt back up there and blow his head off," Luke swore back. "I'm not stupid," Mara snapped. "Why the hell did he show up?" Luke explained quickly, the stress and high emotion taking its toll on him as well. "He just found out about Mulder... and the trade. He thinks he can help Mulder get the Force back." For a second time, Leia and Mara were dumbstruck, Leia finally stammering, "How does he propose to do that?" With events spiraling out of control, Luke shrugged irritably. "Adams says killing an Urmari releases the Force, and that Mulder can regain it that way." Mara burst, "By killing an Urmari?!?" as Leia injected incredulous, "that's absurd. And insane." "Adams isn't lying. He really thinks it will work." Luke was clearly skeptical that such a thing was possible, and even more frustrated with his own ignorance as to why. The door opened, revealing Dana and Mulder standing huddled in the hallway. With an arm firmly around Mulder, Dana began, "Where...?" as Luke finished, "Tempers got a little hot upstairs." Another jerk and curse from Mara confirmed his statement. "We're taking Mara just down the street, we'll be back in a few minutes." Mara pried Luke's vise like grip from her elbow, and decisive, stepped forward to a crushed Mulder. Putting her fingers to his chin, she forced his face up, and then was in the disconcerting position of looking way up at him, "It doesn't matter a damn who your father is Mulder. Don't believe a word Adams says." Startled, Mulder stuttered, "But Mara, I... he's my brother, he can help me get the Force back, maybe then I could ..." She repeated firmly, "I told you, don't believe him. He might believe it himself, but you have no idea what poison his father has fed him. The grandfather was no better. You don't need it Mulder. You don't need the Force. I wish to the skies I never had this curse. You do just fine without it." Luke now jostled her elbow, and with pain and resignation, Mara allowed herself to be led, between Luke and Leia, out the front of the building. * * * Scully was pacing Mulder's small apartment like a caged animal. "We'll have to run full genetic testing. DNA analysis... I can arrange that right now," she said pulling her cell phone from her pocket and started to dial. "It's not necessary, Scully," Mulder said softy, from where he leaned against the wall near Han. "The hell it isn't," she hissed, turning on him. "You expect us to believe him?" She pointed a finger in the general direction of Ben, but refused to look him. "He's probably lying..." "I'm not lying," Ben said. "Besides, with Mulder's half alien physiology you don't really expect the results to be conclusive, do you Dr. Scully?" slight mocking in his voice. Scully disconnected her phone and fought a rising wave of nausea. Mulder an alien. This was entirely too much like a bad episode of the Outer Limits. "And besides," Adams continued, slowly getting to his feet. "Don't you trust your Jedi friend?" She whirled on Adams, shoved him back down into the chair by his shoulders and pinned him there. "The *only* person I trust is Mulder. And you've done such a number on him that he doesn't know if he's coming or going." She released him and started pacing again. "I'm not buying any of this until we find a way to get the scientific evidence we need to back it up." "But Scully, if I get the Force back, then I'll know for certain." Mulder said. He raked a hand through his hair before continuing. "I've got to try it." "You don't need the Force, Mulder," Scully stressed, voice rising in fear and exasperation. She willed some self control, "Han, please talk to him." "She's right, Mulder. Haven't you seen enough yet, to understand what the Force does to people? You're doing fine without it. I don't think it's worth the risk..." "But I do. I think it is worth it," Mulder said, resolved, now striding to the couch and sitting next to his brother's chair. He leaned forward, eager and determined, "Explain to me how this works again?" Adams shrugged, "You take a light saber, ram it into the base of the skull of an Urmari, the Force is released, and it flows to you." "That's ridiculous," Han scoffed as Scully blinked in stunned amazement. In a warning, condescending voice, Adams lectured. "Even Skywalker, the all knowing, didn't dismiss it outright, Solo. What makes you such an expert?" "Only everything I've seen from being with Jedi for over ten years, Adams." Seeing the familiar warning signs, Scully urged, "Mulder, we have to talk about this, you can't just run off. We need to find out what Luke and Leia think, maybe there's some other way." The response from Adams was so adamant and familiar, it was as if it was Mulder speaking, "There is no other way." She glared at him, and entreated Mulder, "You can't just take off with him to try this, Mulder. We have to go with you." "You can't do that," Adams put in quickly. The sound of a blaster being brought to bear again sounded in the room. "And why's that?" Han asked casually. "The Urmari hunt by searching the Force. Using the Force around them, even a Force strong aura or mental shield can drive them into a killing rage. Your Jedi try any tricks at the Vespiary and you are all dead." "Vespiary?" Mulder, Solo and Scully all repeated. "It's both where the Urmari live and feed and how they describe their shared consciousness." "You mean like a collective intelligence?" Mulder asked, wide eyed. Ben scoffed, "You've been watching *way* too much Star Trek." The words, the tone, the demeanor, were so much like Mulder that Scully felt as if she had been kicked in the stomach. She sat down heavily in the chair next to Han. Ben took a deep breath. "Think of them as dozens of mouths, joined together through the Force into a single stomach." "Charming," Han commented. "Don't underestimate them, Solo." Ben glared at Han, "you have no idea what you are dealing with. An Urmari claw has been in this from the very beginning. The Urmari from your galaxy knew the ones here were hungry and felt cheated by Palpatine's bargain..." Han swiftly challenged, "What bargain?" Ben was talking fast, frantically, "Palpatine made a deal with the Urmari. He didn't just slaughter the Jedi, you know. He went after entire races of Force strong people. And he enlisted the Urmari to do it. When a race from your," he stumbled, "our galaxy came here..." Mulder pounced, "You mean the colonists, the Smiths, the Gregors... and the others?" He nodded and continued, "They came here when Palpatine went after the Jedi. He promised the Urmari every colonist they could consume and sent ou..," Adams swiftly corrected, "my father to oversee the operation." Both men leaned back in their seats at the same time, sighing. Scully felt the blood drain from her body. Despite his cautious vigilance, Han was absorbing every word, the suspicions and pieces of the puzzle confirmed. "What makes you think the Urmari were involved in getting us here?" Hesitating with a wary glance, Adams explained. "It was another part of the bargain, but Palpatine got sloppy. He promised the Urmari every Jedi, but then didn't let them drink Vader or Jade. And of course the Skywalkers survived." A thin, cynical smile pulled across his face. "The Urmari don't just give away galactic drive unless it otherwise suits their ends. The Urmari in both galaxies see taking you all now as fulfillment of the bargain Palpatine breached." Mulder leaned closer to Adams, enthralled. He had that look on his face, like when he was totally consumed by a case. An expression that was mirrored on Ben. Scully closed her eyes under the weight of the realization that this nightmare might actually be true. Mulder asked, "How can they communicate across the galaxies?" "The Urmari focus on two things, hunger and the bargain. All of their Force energy is directed to those two goals. It's strong enough to bind them to the Vespiary in another galaxy." Mulder's eyes were wide with wonder, "You mean like a hive mentality?" Adams gave Mulder an incredulous look, then laughed. "This isn't a bad Kevin Anderson sci fi novel." Scully's heart sank when Mulder returned Adams' grin. Two sides of a coin. Her fingers went to her small cross and began to twirl the necklace ruthlessly. "So, bottom line. If I kill one of these bounty hunters I can get the Force back?" "That's what our fath," Ben stopped short when he felt his brother's chest tighten, "he said." "Mulder, stop," Scully said. "Think about what you're talking about here." "Scully, this is something I have to do," he brushed her words off like an annoying fly buzzing around his face. "No. No, it's not," Scully said, getting to her feet. "She's right, Mulder," Han said, also standing. "Think a minute" Suddenly Scully collapsed into him. Grasping the floundering woman, Han was distracted, his wavering attention the opening Adams had waited for. With a struggling, strangled curse, Han dropped to the floor, Scully gently following, falling next to him. Mulder turned on his brother, accusingly. "What the hell did you do!" "They're unharmed," Adams assured him. "But they weren't going to let you go." Mulder knelt down by Scully. Her pulse was strong, her breathing even. He gently brushed her hair off her face and silently apologized for leaving her behind. Again. Then he stood and headed for the door. "Let's go." * * * The brothers hurried down the stairs, not bothering with the elevator, and rushed out into the parking lot. "No, we can't take your car," Ben said dismissively when Mulder moved to get his keys. "Why not?" Mulder called after the retreating back. "Let's just say its movements are very well known." "Why am I not surprised?" Mulder had to jog, and caught up with his brother at a black Nissan Pathfinder half a block away. Adams climbed in and had released the automatic lock by the time Mulder reached him. "Seeds?" he extended a half eaten bag toward his brother after he was settled. Mulder froze. "No thanks," he finally managed, softly. That small, unconscious gesture had spoken volumes. How many times had he himself asked that same question of others? Ben, noticing the change, tossed the bag of seeds aside, starting the car and pulling out with an anxious look around. "What is it, Fox?" The comment had the desired effect; it brought a small smile to the FBI agent's stricken expression. "My brother you may be, but don't think it means you can get away with calling me..." Ben laughed, "I know. You hate it." Mulder nodded, again sobering. They rode for a time in silence, whipping past the flat, brightly lit suburban sprawl that lined Route 66. He asked, "You seem to know a lot about me, while I know next to nothing about you." Ben shrugged, focusing his eyes on the road ahead. "Ask away." Mulder thought for a second before he asked the burning question. "Why now?" "Why now, what?" Ben stalled, shifting uncomfortably in his seat. Mulder continued patiently. "Why now after all he's done?" "You know why," Ben insisted. "I explained all that already." "No. I know what you told us, that he was going to trade you for Mara and so you decided to ...defect. Aren't you afraid that he's going to kill you for betraying him?" "No," Ben shook his head. "He won't kill me." "How do you know?" Mulder persisted with irritating patience. "I'm blood. You don't kill blood." "But you can betray it? Maim it?" Mulder softly reasoned, adding with a cynical humph, "dysfunctional with a twist." "No, Mulder. You just don't understand him. Use us as pawns, yes, but he wouldn't kill his own sons." Mulder wondered which of them he was trying to convince. "Oh? And he just conveniently forgot that in New Mexico when he ordered that train burned with me inside?" Mulder's question was dry and his tone derisive. When Ben did not reply, Mulder continued the interrogation. "So, why did you stay so long?" Long seconds passed. "Having a father like ou, like he is, well there is a strong incentive for obedience. I did what I was told." "And now you're doing penance? Save your dear brother and preserve your own hide?" Mulder spoke with more vehemence than he had intended and muffled the remaining thoughts before they flowed out unbidden. Anger was met and raised. "Look, he didn't tell me everything!! I didn't even know what he'd done until last night. And then when I found out you were my brother... I was in shock, I couldn't believe it, II didn't know what to do. I just" Ben broke off with a sigh, forcing himself to calm down. "Mulder, we're blood." "Yeah? Well, so's he and I think he's capable of killing his own mother if it meant more power." A heavy silence weighed in the car. When Ben did not respond, Mulder asked, "What? What did I say?" Now an even heavier sigh punctuated the stillness. "It's just that that's what he did." Mulder was confused. "What do you mean?" "He traded me for power." The wrenchingly bitter, flat sentence was baffling. "I thought he was trading you for Mara." Ben's bark of ironic laughter was harsh, "Why do you think he wanted her Mulder? Wanted her so badly he'd trade his son's soul for her?" "I don't know," Mulder stammered slightly. "I guess I thought ..." Picking up the tenor of Mulder's speculation Ben again snorted with disgust. "Your limited world view is showing. Solo had said a common concubine wouldn't be worth all of this and he was right. Not that she wouldn't be ..." At Mulder's objection to the crude expression, Adams laughed again. "This isn't about sex. When you get the Force back, you'll see what I mean." Even now, his breath and voice quickened with the memory of it. "Jade is a lens for our power in the Force, she augments it, increases it." He wandered, recalling the thrill with a shudder, then concluding matter of factly to Mulder's disgust. "When we touch her in the Force, she acts as a catalyst, it's almost like a drug." "What do you mean 'we'?" Mulder was aghast. "Our grandfather did it, Mulder. Hasn't that registered yet? You think our father is bad? You should have met Palpatine." Ben shook his head wonderingly, bemused at Mulder's palpably horrified reaction. "He planted in her mind places for him, for us, so that when we connect with Jade, she amplifies our Force awareness. I think she would have the same effect on any Force sensitive, if he knew how to tap into her." Mulder was reeling with the generational tragedies and legacies. At every turn, more truths, ugly, stark truths rose from the deep that he now knew he could have happily lived his life never seeing. Ben continued, musing, perceptive, and ruthless, "In fact, I bet that's part of Skywalker's attraction to her, although he's too obtuse to realize it." "Come on," Mulder objected, heatedly denying the disturbing observation. "He'd never do anything to hurt Mara." He finished with a sneer, "Like you and dear old dad did last night." Ben scoffed at the irony Mulder had missed, "I wouldn't think that you would the one to so casually dismiss the allure of power and knowledge, brother." Stung, Mulder turned his head away to stare moodily out the window at the dark rolling Virginia countryside. The Matthew Sweet tape ending with a whirl, Adams reached down, and casually flipped the cassette, partly with his fingers, partly Forceaided. The movement interrupted Mulder's brooding. He watched the effortlessness of the maneuver with a pang of longing. Comprehending this as well, Adams said softly, "You'll learn to do it too, Mulder." "Do you think you could teach me some of things you and the others can do?" Mulder could not banish the wistfulness entirely. Adams' cheery "Sure," faded into a frown. Now Mulder retreated. "Sorry, I just thought..." His brother interrupted. "No, that's not it. Of course I would. I just don't know if I'll be able to." A hint of warning and concern. "Why?" Another quiet, tense moment spread out before them, as Ben weighed his words. "I just don't know if I'll be around once this all is over." Once again, Ben had completely lost Mulder. "What are you talking about?" Slowly, Ben made the admission. "Your new friends came all the way here just because of who I **might** be. I can't see them leaving me behind." "How can you say such a thing, Adams? Leia, Han, Luke, they're...they wouldn't hurt you. Not now." Ben's sardonic laughter filled the car. "If Solo doesn't kill me outright, his wife will take me back in restraints, in a ysalamiri lined cell, to stand trial for war crimes. There is no way they are going to let a grandson of Palpatine wander free in any galaxy." "They wouldn't do that." Another interrupting laugh. "Mulder, I know you think they are nice, fun, albeit heavily armed people. But do you really understand who they are? What they've done? Do you know how many millions they have killed, how many billions they have watched die? What they have been through makes Hitler look like an amateur." Mulder tried reasoning. "Sure, Solo's got a lawless streak, but what about Leia? She would be reasonable..." Adams shattered that illusion as well. "On our grandfather's orders, she watched her father and another man obliterate her entire planet the planet she grew up on, mind you. And she still wouldn't tell them where their Rebellion was based. She's as nuts as the rest of them Mulder. And if she isn't, she should be." "Well, Skywalker's a Jedi," Mulder protested, understanding that was important without knowing why. "He wouldn't..." "Skywalker is a disaster waiting to happen." The utter certainty and lack of rancor surprised Mulder. He asked. "What do you mean?" "If Skywalker ever figures out what Jade could do for him, he'd be unstoppable." With Mulder's complaint at the characterization, Ben only smiled, secure and discerning. "I know what I am talking about here. As it is, a halftrained Jedi is far more dangerous than a weak one. Skywalker's had to do most of it on his own, and it shows. He's idealistic, angry, very powerful, and under this marked delusion that lives and universes depend on him." Ben paused for a breath, eyes wandering along the now very empty and dark road as they traversed the Shenandoah Valley of rural Virginia. Mulder respected the silence, watching and listening too, wondering what it would be like to really see and hear again. Ben began philosophically, reflectively. "The Force doesn't just run in families Mulder. There are traits in the Force that are passed along as well. In the Skywalkers you see a lot of arrogance, righteousness and idealism. With us ..." He trailed off, allowing Mulder to conclude the thought. "It's not a very attractive picture, is it?" "No," Ben said shaking his head. "Our family is very gifted with the Force, but tend to the aggressive side, obsessive, domineering, and," here he shot a meaningful glance at his brother. "There is a strong self destructive tendency." The knowing comment shook Mulder more than all he had yet heard. Miles passed before he spoke again. "Mara said the Force wasn't worth it." Looking ahead to things that Mulder did not yet see, one brother reflected to the other. "She may be right." They continued on. * * * She knew when Fox and Ben left and surmised what had happened. He's done it again she mused, ascending in the elevator to Fox's apartment, and wondering for the millionth time why she stuck it out with him. She hesitated only a moment before letting herself in; Dana was lying on the floor next to the infamous man she knew only by reputation. She knelt beside the FBI agent, hazarding a guess as to just how furious Dana would be on awakening. "Agent Scully, wake up." A groan from the smuggler made rousing Agent Scully all the more urgent. She did not want to try to explain her presence to a no doubt very skeptical Solo unless Scully was conscious, and besides, her Basic was so rusty as to likely be unintelligible. "Agent Scully, you must wake up... NOW!" Scully's blue eyes flew open and a colorful curse flew out as she comprehended what had happened. "He's done it again, hasn't he?" She nodded, now helping Scully up, then turned slowly at the sound behind her. The muzzle of a Blas Tech DL heavy blaster stared back at her. Keeping her hands out at her sides, fingers splayed, sincerely wishing to avoid any unpleasantness with the heavily armed alien, she pivoted back to Scully. "Fox is going somewhere that he should not be." "The Vespiary?" Both Scully and Solo asked. "Yes." Still looking at Scully, knowing that a large blaster was pointed at her back, she said, "I am going to put my right hand into my pocket and get a piece of paper with an address on it. I hope your friend, who by the way, it is an honor to meet, does not blast me and the paper." Scully smirked, enjoying being on the other end of the blaster so to speak with her ally of convenience. "I guess that depends on what's on the paper." She slowly reached into her pocket to retrieve the slip containing directions to a retreat in the Shenandoah of Virginia. "You understand that certain of your new friends should not go with you, although I doubt that will stop them." Solo answered for Scully, in halting English. "You are right about that." She noted that with a casual thumb, Solo engaged the safety on his blaster. "It's a trap, isn't it?" Scully's voice was weighted with suspicion and resignation. "Of course. The Cancer Man knows you will follow Fox and if your friends go with you, all you will do is save the bounty hunters the effort of tracking down their bargained for meal." Scully asked, "Is Adams in on it?" She spoke now with genuine and fearful uncertainty. "I believe Fox will be the first to find out." Han now put in, the hesitancy only in the language skill, not the resolve, "How many Urmari at Vespiary?" "Maybe fifty, maybe more, maybe less." She reached into her coat pocket and placed several small items in Scully's hand. "Place these over your nostrils before you go in." "Why? What are they?" Scully questioned as she fiddled with one. Han injected, "bio-filters." Yes, the man matched the reputation she thought. Aloud she said only, "indeed. Your friends will show you how to use them." "Why are you telling us all this?" Scully demanded. "Everything dies Dana. But somethings should not die yet." She minced toward the door, urging. "Don't waste anymore time." She swiftly left the apartment. * * * Within the hour, Scully was driving the alien commando team into the night, to the Blue Ridge mountains of the Shenandoah. She remembered the last time she'd been in the area, on one of Mulder's wild UFO chases. He'd been giddy, almost manic with the prospect of a promising lead and had sung John Denver songs to her... "country roads take me home... to the place I belong..." as he consumed sunflower seed after sunflower seed, the shells carelessly discarded on the floor. By the time he'd worked his way up to "Thank God I'm a Country Boy," she'd wanted to kill him. She wanted to kill him even more now. During the hushed, taut drive, Scully mused how much this was a replay of the last four years. Mulder had left her behind, again. He had jumped headlong into a trap, again. She was charging after him, again. She was vowing that if he did not get himself killed, she was going to the honors, again. The past hour had confirmed that the others were similarly following a different, but equally well rehearsed script. Each member of the team lapsed into his or her assigned roles with comfortable ease. Skywalker was the Jedi, Organa Solo, the negotiator, and Mara Jade the assassin, all, as Scully had already seen, competently deadly in their own right. But for all their proficiency, the three now yielded with subtle deference to the command of "General Solo." Even with the urgency, Han made them run through a checklist clearly long since committed to memory and honed to a practiced edge. They all checked their equipment and inspected the thermal detonators; given the respect afforded these devices, Scully concluded they were quite lethal. Han even made Scully examine and reload her gun, and after asking inordinate questions about the number of rounds per magazine, time to reload under fire, range and accuracy, watched as she stashed extra rounds in her coat pockets. Then, one by one, Han made them rehearse where each person had stashed his or her ice pick, and with Mara's willing assistance, demonstrated where and how to drive the pick into an Urmari and still pierce the base of the skull. Han also briefed them; there was no other better description, on what they had learned from Adams and from Mr. X. He was succinct: "unknown target, they're expecting us, and use of the Force is prohibited. Once we do our reconnaissance, the objectives are simple, get Mulder out, blow up as many Urmari as we can, take down the Cancer Man, and hit orbit running." He then placed a brief transmission to Chewbacca to be certain the Wookiee was ready for pickup. If his team smirked, it was not at their leader, or his terse briefing, but at the familiar tradition of it all. Leia put in, "Seems like old times, General," as Luke quipped, "Should we call up Artoo to get the odds?" Han responded with a wry grin, allowing himself to be set up, "You **know** what I say to that one, kid." The team chorused, like a ritual mantra before battle, "Never tell General Solo the odds!!" * * * "So, ever killed one of these things before?" Mulder asked, trying not to let his anxiety show, knowing Ben would sense it regardless. Truth be told he was feeling pretty guilty for leaving Scully behind. Past experience had proved this to be bad strategy. Then again, it wasn't fair to drag her into this mess. His mess and that of his brother and... father. He reached for his brother's bag of seeds and started in. Ben shook his head, glad of at least the change in subject. "No, but I've had a very active fantasy life in that regard. They're as creepy as hell." "You have a plan?" Mulder assumed this was true and was simply awaiting details. Ben nodded not all together reassuringly. "I know where to find them." "Which means you have a plan," Mulder insisted. "Yeah, sure," Ben shrugged. "Do you at least know how to kill one?!" Mulder was incredulous. After all this time they'd been driving... "He didn't tell me everything!!" Ben repeated. "But I've overheard things. I ... I know things from the Master who taught me.. I can do it." Mulder pinched the bridge of his nose. "All right," he began with a heavy sigh. "And what about their toxic blood, the retro virus? Is there any thing we can do about that?" Ben reached under the seat and produced a small black cassette case. He removed the one labeled: Red Hot Chili Peppers and opened it one handed. He shoved the tape in Mulder's direction. "Here, take these and put them on." Inside were a number of figure eight shaped transparent plastic pieces. "Um...how?" Ben reached over, picked up a pair and demonstrated. "See?" he said after placing the device directly over his nostrils. The thing immediately vanished against the surface of his skin. "It melds with your skin and allows you to breathe through an invisible biofilter." Mulder was impressed. He pocketed a couple extras. "All right, we're here," Ben said, slamming the tapes back into the case and shoving all beneath the seat. They had traveled at least two hours, the last 10 miles on a narrow, and utterly deserted one and a half lane rural route. The journey had brought them to a metal gate, an empty guardhouse and discrete lighting illuminating a hand carved sign that read: 'Blue Hills New Age Retreat.' As the car rolled forward, a brilliant light suddenly shone from above, calculated to temporarily blind any drivers who approached the automated sentry. Ben was obviously prepared for this. While Mulder shielded his eyes, against the unexpected glare, Ben simply scanned his card through the slot and waited for the gate to swing up out of the way. "We're in," he let out a calming breath before heading slowly beyond the guardhouse into the compound proper. They continued on past several sheds and what looked like storage tanks. If Mulder had expected Force sucking fiends to surround them upon breaching the sanctuary, he was disappointed. It was deserted, modestly, lit, quite peaceful and thoroughly, and deceptively innocuous. One large concrete block building, four stories high, sat ugly and undefended in the middle of the compound. The building only became peculiar on closer inspection. Mulder saw but one door, all the windows were shuttered and blinded. No light, no life, no movement could be discerned within. Ben pulled the vehicle to a stop behind the storage shed furthest from the building. Mulder felt a change in his brother almost as soon as they passed the shack. He put it down to tension. It wasn't everyday one got to betray a family member, regardless of how evil. As Mulder moved to open the car door. Ben stopped him. "Wait. There's something you need to know." Mulder turned back. "I know you know about the picks. But that won't help in releasing the Force. They have to be cut down in the presence of another Jedi. When that happens, the Urmari's captive Force is released. But..." here he hesitated, until Mulder urged, "Yeah?" With another deep breath, Ben continued. "For this to work, we have to link, mentally. I have to channel the Force back to you and that means you are going to have to open your mind to me." He paused. "Do you trust me enough to do that?" Mulder looked away, the familiar words, Trust No One, dancing through his brain. No one but Scully. Those words had become a way of life. A protection. Could he let go of them so easily? But he wanted the Force back, needed it. A thought struck, and he turned again to his brother. "Who do you trust?" he asked. Ben was taken aback at the blunt challenge. "I used to trust my father, but now... no one." He seemed equally surprised at the answer. Mulder grinned at him. "I trust you." Ben returned the smile with an odd look. "One other thing," he added. "Once you get the Force back, you may feel some pretty strange things. The Urmari shed a very aggressive aura in the Force. You may feel like you are in the middle of a dumpster of rotting garbage. I'll help you, but you'll need to follow my lead. Okay?" "All right, already," Mulder nodded his agreement, with no understanding of what Ben was talking about. He was suddenly impatient to be underway. "That building is the Vespiary. That's where they are." Ben pointed to a concrete block building two hundred yards away. "At this time of evening most are there preparing to link to the collective. It's a way of joining with the others here, kinda like discussing your day over dinner. It strengthens them. After that they like to feed. I'd like to hit them before they feed, that's when they're the most vulnerable." "Exactly how many of *them* are we talking?" Mulder asked. He'd seen what one bounty hunter could do. He wasn't all together sure he cared to know what a whole group could do, even vulnerable. "Maybe fifty or so," Ben shrugged, checking a blaster before handing it to Mulder. "Back up," he said. "In case you loose one or something." "I get your point," Mulder assured him as they crept along the last stretch of clearing toward the main building. "Which way?" They'd reached the side of the building. Ben gestured a silent reply to the left. Both men, virtually identical in the dark, slunk down alongside the wall and crept toward the door. Ben pulled a card from a zippered compartment in his boot and ran it through the door scanner. A light pinged green to allow them entry. * * * Following the instructions, Scully turned into a graveled road, lights of the Vespiary shining less than a half mile away. The area was heavily wooded, the moon and stars barely visible through the thick, strong scented pine. Han, riding shotgun, ordered, "Pull over to the side, turn around so the car's facing out, toward the road. We go the rest of the way on foot." Scully almost responded, "Yessir, General, sir," but merely complied. The only sounds were the soft ones of the night and the crunch of booted feet on gravel. Solo veered off the path, leading them, under cover of the trees, by a circuitous route towards the Vespiary. He and Scully taking the point, they climbed a low rise, and by unspoken accord, crept along the needlesharp ground, edging up and forward. The compound was softly lit and but for an unmanned guard house, and gate to the main road, unfenced and not patrolled. One large concrete block building squatted in the center, shuttered, closed. Encircling the main building, like scattered beads, were small sheds; vehicles, equipment, and storage tanks peeped out from their darkened interiors. Scully had moved next to an attentively scanning Han. He muttered to her sardonically, "Doesn't **that** look inviting." She agreed, "A little too easy, I think." Han studied the scene, then asked, pointing, "Those tanks, over by the sheds, what are those do you think?" He handed her an oddly shaped pair of binoculars, and she was startled to realize they were another galaxy's version of night vision goggles. Peering through them, Scully finally concluded, "A place this remote is probably not serviced by typical utilities. I think one tank may be part of a septic system, another is probably for water. The ones nearest and furthest," she pointed, "are propane, heating or fuel oil of some type." "Flammable?" Han asked. "Very." Looking over his shoulder, he asked, "What's wrong with the others?" Leia, Mara and Luke were huddled at the base of rise, under sheltering trees. Han and Scully snuck back down and found the others blanched and badly shaken. Scully asked, "What's wrong," even as Han concluded curtly, "Jedi thing right?" Luke nodded, ashen. "The whole place reeks in the Force..." In a shuddering whisper, Leia said, "It stinks of death and cold, and..." "Hunger, ravenous hunger," Mara finished. "As we got closer, we all had the same reaction," Luke explained. "It's almost instinctive, you want to put up a mental barrier in the Force to block it out." "Adams said the Urmari can detect that," Scully said, heart sinking, eyes darting from one shivering Force sensitive to another. "Bet they use it to make their prey give itself away," Han concluded. Three nods, Leia adding, "It's very effective." Han ran an anxious hand over his face, making some swift decisions and changes in the plan that had been forming since Adams first described the Vespiary. "There's one main building; nothing else looks like it's used for anything except equipment. The building is very solid, too big to blow with a single charge. Even with the three we have, it'll be a tight shave. Luke, Dana and I go inside, we'll look for Mulder and plant one, as deep in as we can." Both Leia and Mara began muted protests, but Han put up a warning hand. "If it's that difficult to keep from springing a mental barrier, I don't want any of you inside. But Luke's got better control than either of you do, right?" With their grudging nods of assent, Han reached into a bag slung over his shoulder. He removed two detonators and handed them to Leia and Mara. "Dana spotted flammable fuels. You both will need to figure a way to get those tanks or the fuel as close to the building as possible, plant the detonators on a time delay, and then meet us back here." Agreeing on the timing, the five then crept back up the hill. With a squeeze to his wife, Han's delivered the final instruction, "Remember, from the time we enter the building, thirty minutes. Then it blows." Scully gave in to the fear, "What if we can't find Mulder in that time?" "We will Dana," Han promised, with genuine assurance, "we will." With a jerk of his head, he indicated Luke and Scully should follow him; slipping slightly on the slick carpet of needles, the three stole slowly down the hill. Mara and Leia both marked on their wrist chrons when, with fleeting glances up to them, Han, Luke and Dana disappeared into the building. * * * The building was very quiet, very dim and very cold; none was unusual for the Urmari. Ben, though accustomed to the aggressive stench multiple Urmari leaked in the Force, had to stop and clear his head upon entering the building. He didn't dare use the Force just yet. "What is it?" Mulder asked concerned as his brother leaned heavily against the wall. "Nothing. It's just that it can be difficult to not block them when one is a trained Jedi." He pushed off from the wall and moved forward. "It's all right," he assured a still worried Mulder. "Shouldn't we be seeing one or something," Mulder whispered as they slunk through the bare concrete corridor. There were occasionally doors with colored key pads glowing red and locked. Corridors wound into darkness, but there were no windows, no life, no light, no sound. "No. These are the work rooms. They live and eat upstairs. That's where most of them are now, meditating. There is an atrium further down this hall, they have a communications setup there, some video games..." "You're kidding?" Ben turned, flashing a grin. "No. Get this, they really like the old Pac Man games." Mulder stifled a laugh as Ben continued, edging again down the hall. "After the meditation, they will trickle down one or two at a time to the atrium. They congregate there for their link to the Vespiary. They are very hungry, so it makes their joining to the collective easier. But physically, they are at their weakest, so that's when we'll get one." The hall widened, emptying into a doorway. A pool of glowing light beyond the door, and the promise of opening space, beckoned. Adams slowed, moving even more cautiously. He muttered. "It's always really tempting to use the Force to try to sense if there is anyone in there, but that's just what they want you to do." Flat against the barely sheltering dark corridor, Adams now gestured Mulder closer. They peeked around the doorway. Mulder saw a small, utterly ordinary, auditorium like space open up. Fed by the hallway at their end, on the far side, at the room's corners, twin sets of steps marched upwards, and faded into darkened stairwells. In between, clusters of folding chairs, and as Ben had said, the shiny black tables that housed old fashioned video games. It was deserted. With a jerk of his head and another cautious look around, Ben stepped into the atrium, and moved towards one of the stairs, his plan now immediately clear: lie in wait for an Urmari to emerge, strike it down and get the hell out of there. They did not have the anxiety of dawdling in the cold, utilitarian room. They both heard the sounds of light steps descending. Ben produced his light saber and quickly demonstrated for Mulder what was necessary. At Mulder's nod of understanding, Ben passed the weapon to his brother. Mulder took the saber, it glowing blue and alive in his hands, heart thudding against his ribs, his shirt sticking to him despite the cool. Was he really about to do this? The hum filled the room in the stillness. The steps on the stairs quickened. Mulder shifted his feet, and raised the saber up, preparing to strike down the slight form that suddenly emerged on the stair. * * * Leia and Mara waited a full five minutes after the building swallowed the others. The oppressive weight of the black Urmari voracity pressed them into the dirt and pine needles. It was a palpable, rank manifestation of the Force; the compulsion to simply block it out was overwhelming, almost paralyzing. With a shake of her head, Leia tried to dislodge the heavy, fetid presence that filled her mind and nostrils, clung to her skin, coated her mouth and eyes. Leia glanced at Mara. The other woman had buried her head in her hands and the ground; she was breathing hard, in short, despairing gasps. She squeezed Mara's slim shoulder, "You okay?" Mara nodded into the dirt, "It's worse than anything I ever felt with Palpatine. It's..." With another shake, Leia cut her off, handing Mara the macrobinoculars, "Take a look. Let's see if anyone's about." With a steadying hand, Mara peered through binocs, adjusting the controls to compensate for the light of the building. "I see the tanks Solo and Dana mentioned." She handed them to Leia who now searched the area as well, "Nothing's moving. Let's get down there, set up the far tank first." Mara was already on her feet, skittering down the slope, Leia right behind her. They circled wide, avoiding the building, staying out of sight of the shuttered windows, hugging the rear of the storage sheds, and sweating with each edgy and labored step to not do what every instinct for selfpreservation demanded that they do; hide from the voracious Urmari hunger. Clutching the trunk of a tree like a raft in a storm, Leia muttered, "I never thought I was this dependent on the Force." Mara finished, "Until now." They reached the first tank with no interruption. It was nestled halfway into a shed, jutting out like a white tongue from a dark mouth. Studying the tank more closely, they were gratified to spy red flames decorating its surface and the words Leia translated as "CAUTION HIGHLY FLAMMABLE." Mara reminded her, "red means danger or stop in nearly every language." More daunting was that the tank was nearly three meters high, twice as long and a full twenty meters from the rear of the Vespiary. The women slowly circled it, Mara abruptly pulling up at one point. "What is it?" Leia hissed, alarmed. Dressed in black, framed in black, Mara stood still, turning slowly, listening, blaster and pick drawn. Leia ached to reach out with the Force, something in her mind prompting her to tap ever so slightly into the sixth sense that would allow her to detect if she and Mara were truly alone with Shenandoah night. She ruthlessly beat back the impulse. Hearing only the sounds of their pounding hearts, they returned to their reconnaissance of the tank. Mara spotted it first and heaved with relief. "Leia!!" In the still night, even her whisper seemed too loud. "It's on wheels." Leia joined her at the rear of the tank, "Sometimes old fashioned ways work best. Do we dare just push it?" Mara was already putting her scant weight into it, "I don't have any better ideas." She grunted, with the effort, and Leia joined her. "Besides we don't have that much time." A creak so loud it split the quiet compound reverberated through the air as the tank began to roll across the spongy turf. It picked up speed, and for a panicked moment, they thought it would crash right into the wall of the Vespiary. Scrambling, digging their heels in, Mara and Leia grasped frantically at the tank's rungs. With a bump and feminine curses, the tank slowed to a stop, but a meter from the building. They both leaned heavily against the tank, panting heavily. Leia was sucking on her hand. "You okay?" Mara asked with surprising solicitude. Leia nodded. "Just broke a nail." "Commando occupational hazard," Mara quipped. "We should all get hazard pay for this assignment." Leia's retort died in the making, as they both heard the snapping twig at the same instant. The women whirled around, blasters already drawn, picks in hand, pulse and hearts hammering. "There!!" Mara rasped. Leia squinted and saw it too. They waited, watching a dark shadow lurking lightly across dried, dead leaves. As Leia and Mara slowly mastered their pounding fear, the hulking blackness devolved. What had been a monster, became with calm returning, a small furry mammal, hopping out on to the grass. Mara pointed her blaster at it, but Leia stopped her, reaching a hand on top of the cool metal, pushing the weapon back down. "No," she whispered. They watched as the animal stood on its hind legs, nose in the air, sniffing cautiously, then with a furtive glance in their direction, hopped back towards the woods. Leia felt a creeping, wistful smile, "It's Peter Rabbit." She watched the rabbit until it disappeared under a rickety fence, and into a thicket and the dark, fragrant night. She tugged Mara sleeve, "Plant the detonator, set the timer, let's go." * * * Luke and Scully took the point, Han as rear guard. The keypadded front door had been but a minor annoyance to the smuggler. It had been easy, far too easy. They snuck slowly, quietly down the long corridor, every other avenue locked, unlit, and forbidding. None liked this feeling of being herded forward, like animals to the slaughter. Scully shivered. It was freezing in here, like a morgue. And she'd know, she mused. The place had a similar feel. Sterile. Silent. Oppressive. She glanced at her watch, they had less than seventeen minutes to find Mulder, plant the bomb, and get the hell outta there. "I'd say it's just a little too quiet around here," Han commented quietly. Scully nodded her agreement. "Yeah, I can't sense anything," Luke replied, peering around. "Luke," Han scolded. "Don't use the Force!" Luke grimaced. "I used the Force," he confessed. As if on cue, the light on a securely locked door clicked green and slid open. Two black shapes, gross caricatures of humans, flowed through the maw, teeth gnashing, voices like whispers of the dead, flinging themselves like rabid dogs at Luke. He stumbled falling back, and fortunately clear. Scully whirled and so close she could smell the stink of rotting flesh, buried her gun in the neck of one. Han's swift and deadly accurate blaster bolt ripped through the skull and face of the other. Luke looked almost casually down at the smoking, stinking carnage. "Oops." Scully slugged him in the arm. Hard. "What part of don't use the Force didn't you understand, Skywalker?" * * * Mulder froze, disbelieving before the person that had descended the steps. "Mulder! Now!" Ben hissed at his stupefied brother. "Samantha?" Mulder croaked, ignoring the pesky fly calling his name so far away. He only had eyes for the dark haired little girl who had emerged from the stairwell to stand before him. She smiled, tears in her eyes, joyous. "Fox? What are you doing here?" Ben took control. Heedless, with a snatch of the Force, he tried yanking the saber out of Mulder's white knuckled grip. But Mulder, and the glowing light saber in his hand were firmly rooted. In the instant Ben accessed the Force, the black evil of the creature spilled out of the form of a beautiful child. It spun like a sucking whirlpool towards Ben, grasping now at the Jedi with desperate hunger. "Nice of you to come for dinner," its black tongue licked dripping lips. The sight thawed the ice that had frozen Mulder in place. He lunged at the creature knocking it off balance and falling atop it. The cold, dark flesh writhed beneath his stunned senses and flowed away to reform into a fist that punched him squarely across the jaw. He fell back against the hard floor and hit his head. Hard. The saber rolled away. Through stars he saw the Urmari envelop Ben, its arms everywhere. Mulder heard his brother's muted screams and other sounds but no words, urgent, pleading, like a hungry wind seeping through cracks. He blinked, as the image devolved, something so tall its head brushed the ceiling, and more horrible, a large mouth, plunging down toward Ben. Mulder dived for the saber and charged at the pair locked in a starving embrace. The Urmari, intent on feeding, brushed the FBI agent away like a bug, then returned to cajoling its prey to use the Force and halt the stinking ravenous assault. Mulder slammed into the wall, and threw himself forward again, igniting the saber. With a ferocious, blind attack, Mulder swung at the Urmari's ravening jaw, bent over his brother. It reared up and back screeching in agony, and crashed to the floor. "Kill it!" Ben gasped, struggling up. "That wasn't enough..." Mulder straddled the large, twitching body. Holding the lightsaber pointed down, in both hands, he began the driving, killing stroke, when the body transformed again, his little sister. "Help me, Fox! Help!" she screamed, her hands clutched over her head in pleading helplessness. Mulder closed his eyes and plunged the saber downward. * * * Seven minutes. Seven minutes to find Mulder and save him from himself... again. Scully ran through a repertoire of curses in her mind that would have made the men on her father's ship blush as she continued her age old debate about whether to rescue her partner or shoot him herself. Oh, and she kept herself alert for the next onslaught of Forcesucking vampires. She glared back at Luke. There was another one she wouldn't mind putting out of her misery. And if he used the Force again, she just might give into the impulse. Han, who was currently taking the point, stopped and motioned to them to follow suit. He seemed to consider the open hallway gaping in front of him. They'd already run into a number of such passages. The building seemed to have been designed by an architect fond of wide halls, high ceiling and many passageways. Scully added him or her to her shit list. She watched as Han tensed and then flung himself out across an open corridor, firing wildly. No one fired back, so he casually rolled to his feet and motioned them to join him. "Even after all these years you haven't managed to master the sneak attack," Luke commented wryly as he joined Han on the other side. Han ignored him, all business. He surveyed the three hallways laid out in front of him and furrowed his brow. He didn't like the odds, but time and options were conspiring against them. Again. Luke straightened and flinched as voices and the death knell of an Urmari echoed down the corridor. He pivoted to his right and brought his saber to bear, just in time to behead an Urmari emerging from one of those sliding doors. And then all hell broke loose. Doors flew open and Urmari emerged from the walls like cockroaches scattering in the light. Firing wildly, Han called to Scully, "Luke and I will clear the exit. You get Mulder." Scully was halfway down the hall at a dead run before Han even finished. * * * Mulder drove the blade through the little girl's neck, felt the hot laser slice through flesh and bone. A dark, noxious cloud issued from the body, its fetid stench flowing over him. He dropped the saber and it clattered away, rolling across the floor. And then nothing. Ben gaped in disbelief. He had felt the Force leaving the Urmari's fast decaying body, tainted, rancid and wholly repulsive. Inhuman. He felt Mulder turn bewildered eyes on him and then he felt something else. A tall form now stepped into the room from the other staircase, enshrouded in smoke and an all too familiar cackle. They heard the soft sounds of clapping. "Really, boys, well done. Very well done. Such brotherly camaraderie. But you didn't really think that would work, did you?" "Father," Ben gasped. He climbed slowly to his feet, bowed under the weight of his father's treachery. "You lied." The older man turned toward him, using his finger to fling his son back to the floor like a gnat. "And you betrayed me." Mulder suddenly came to life and launched himself at his father, catching him around the middle and driving him to the floor where he pinned him with a knee to the throat. "Don't think that I'll hesitate to end your pathetic life this time." "Don't try and threaten me, Fox, I've watched Emperor's die." "And I'm looking forward to watching you die, dad," Mulder sneered, adding his hands to the assault on his father's throat. "I'm going to laugh as I slowly choke the last breath right out of you." "I'm proud of you, son," he rasped. Mulder increased the pressure on the man's windpipe. "What'd you use to get her in your bed? A Jedi mind trick? Did you force yourself on her?" His voice dropped to a whisper. Cancer Man laughed through his collapsing airway. "She came to me... she begged." "Liar!" Mulder, screamed, eyes glazed with blind rage. Hands shaking at his father's throat, rage, disappointment and utter hopelessness warred for attention in his tortured psyche. His father's face purpling beneath his hands, the hated man whispered, "You're finally in the game, son." And then with a sudden, brutal Force blow, the father reasserted his dominance, backhanding his son across the room to land next to his brother. He smiled, thin lips pulling across yellow caked teeth and surveyed his boys, sprawled on the cold concrete. As Mulder struggled to his feet, he felt another physical push, shoving him back to the ground. Their father lit another cigarette. "It is too bad, Fox, that you can never get the Force back. You are quite dark. You would have been a worthy successor to Vader." He cocked his head to one side as if listening, then smiled. "They followed you, Mulder. You knew they would. **I** knew they would." Mulder erupted in another protest, Ben right behind, both men fell gasping with a Force hand now firmly clutched about their throats. "I told you before Ben. An enemies' strengths are useful when dependable to the point of predictability." Another puff, and a lustful grimace, "Jade should be unconscious by now. Organa Solo and her brother will be absorbed and that irritating smuggler quite dead. And..." Here he paused, and as they all listened, heard the sounds of pounding feet in the corridor. The father looked up over his hapless sons, to the hallway behind them. "And I do believe that is the lovely Agent Scully now. So attractive to both my sons." He reached out with his arm, pointing towards the gaping hallway, blue light flickering at his finger tips. "Hmmmm, boys what do you think? Should I just kill her outright as she leaps through that door to fearlessly rescue you? Or, you know she does have some small Force sensitivity. Maybe she should join you at the Urmari meal Ben?" He laughed again, maniacally, the blazing electricity dancing on his hand. "Then my two Forceless sons can fight to the death for the honor of the Forceless Dana Scully." * * * Going round again, now towards the front of the Vespiary, the identical tank presented a more difficult challenge. "No wheels," Mara muttered with a curse. "How much time?" Leia checked her chron, it seemed as if ages and but seconds had past. "Ten minutes." She gave the tank an experimental push; it wasn't going to budge. Circling round to the front, Mara whispered urgently, "Leia!!" Mara was crouched down at the front of the tank, manipulating a spigot when Leia joined her. Liquid began gushing out of the tank, and Mara hurriedly sealed it off again. "Pretty straight forward I'd say." Glancing up at Leia, she knit her brows, nose wrinkling with the fumes that had billowed out with fuel. "Let's just empty the tank." Shaking her head, Leia pointed out the topography, "Fuel may just run down the hill." Glancing at the darkened side of the building another twenty five or thirty meters away, she added, "We need to get the fuel closer to the building, even if we can't get the tank there." She squatted down next to Mara, and the women studied the configuration. Mara finally offered, "Hose. A hose would work." "Like this one?" Leia spied a black coil, hanging on her side of the tank; it appeared to be several meters long and wide enough to fit over the spigot. "We've gotta move fast Mara, it'll take time for enough of this tank to empty to do much good. Check out your side, see if you can find some more hose." With a curt nod, Mara rose, and edged along the side of the mammoth tank. Hearing Mara move and search, Leia concentrated on the hose. She yanked the length from its hook, and quickly tightened the mouth over the spigot, then standing, stretched the hose out, towards the building. As she was measuring out the distance, working a kink out in the tubing, she felt it. Her skin prickled, senses alert, a foul, cold, stinking odor wafting by. Leia looked quickly up, but saw only Mara, emerging out of the dim gloom, now waking towards her, one hand trailing along the side of the tank, a coiled hose in the other. "I found some more," she hissed. Leia stared at the approaching woman, unable to shake the sense of fundamental **wrongness.** She whispered urgently to Mara, "Do you sense it? Something's close by." Mara paused, poised, testing the air. She shook her head in negation, "I don't feel anything," and continued her stealthy advance. She was less than three meters away, when an awful wave broke over Leia. Something was wrong, very wrong; she was enveloped in a rising blackness, an intense, insatiable thirst. Leia wavered, her Force sense demanding to protect her from the filthy ravishing. The warning call died in her throat, mouth dry as dust, and feet rooted to the ground. Leia knew she was being mesmerized, a rodent unable to tear itself away from a serpent's unblinking gaze. A pleading entreaty spoke to her, cajoling sweetly, "Use it. Use the Force, Leia." She realized with horror it was Mara, eyes black and murky, face distorted, who was whispering to her shattering resolve, approaching slowly, impossibly long arms, like tentacles reaching into her, reaching into her mind. Mara's smile twisted, revealing a row of fanged teeth and a black, darting tongue. Now within arm's reach, she raised her arms, hands encircling Leia's head. "Leia," the fiend whispered, "you have such beautiful hair." Leia shuddered with the icy touch, felt the tendrils now working through her. Mara's black stare filled her vision. Leia clenched her fist, warding off the assault. Searching for the will to resist; her hand found the handle of the pick she had never abandoned. "Now," Mara whispered, a cold wind on Leia's face, "use it now." With all the might of training, courage, and blind, raw fear, Leia swung her right arm up, driving her pick up, ramming it hard through Mara's throat. She felt it connect through tissue and flesh and finally hit deep, on unyielding bone. With a curse and a cry, she pushed, and Mara tipped back, falling to the ground writhing, the pick lodged in her white, frail neck. With her foot, Leia flipped Mara over, ignited her light saber and drove the tip down, through the woman's lush red hair, into the back of her head. Mara squealed in death, thrashed, and then lay still. Leia turned away, quailing at what the Urmari would dissolve into. Shaking, she stumbled and crawled the length of the tank, finding Mara on the other side, unconscious. She fell next to her, "Mara, Mara, wake up." Leia shoved harder, now slapping her, urgent. Groaning, Mara opened her eyes, then with comprehension returning, frantically cast about in the Force, and ... found her sense still remained. Leia shook her, warning, incoherent, "It knocked you out. Went after me. We're running out of time. Have to get the tank." Mara rolled to her feet, now helping Leia stand. Together, clutching one another against the reeking Urmari molestation, they staggered back along the tank, retrieving the hose the Urmari had dropped. With a glance at the black, smoking carcass polluting the ground, Mara pulled a shattered Leia back to the task at hand. "Come on. Connect the hose." Leia was staring stupidly at it. "Leia!!" Mara ordered, more stridently, penetrating the shock. "Hold it together." With another shake, Leia nodded and swiftly connected the two hoses. Mara dashed towards the Vespiary, running the hose from the tank to the building. Checking her chron, Mara affixed the detonator to the wall; impossibly, they still had another five minutes. Hearing a gurgling sound, Mara whipped around and realized that Leia had already turned the spigot and fuel was gushing out on to the ground. Mara, noted with chagrin, that the liquid was soaking her boots and pant legs. The task done, Mara sprinted back to Leia and the two women now ran back up the hill, away from the Vespiary. At the crest of the rise a sudden, powerful release of energy in the Force threw them both to the ground. "What was that?!?" Leia gasped. Recovering first, Mara dragged Leia to her feet. "I don't know. But they'd better get out of there quick." * * * An Urmari head rolled to a stop at Han's feet as he rammed a pick into another that was stalking Luke. "Are we having fun yet?" Han yelled. "Next time, let's just go to a resort, okay?" Luke shoved the last Urmari with a Force blow. It landed hard on the concrete, and Han shot it in the head. "You don't think that crazy idea of Ben's will work, do you kid?" "Huh?" "For getting the Force back?" Han persisted. "How the hell should I know?" Luke replied as he wiped the dripping sweat with a sleeve, and checked his chron. Han was already plastering the detonator behind a doorway, and caught up with Luke as they jogged in the direction Dana had gone, where Mulder and Adams were, and now Luke sensed, their father as well. "We've got three minutes." * * * Scully eased into atrium, gun drawn, taking in the scene. Adams and Mulder were stricken, lying on the floor, at her feet, their hated father standing less than ten feet away, his left hand casually holding a cigarette, the right outstretched towards **her**. Behind him, matching staircases spiraled upwards. She spared a glance at the darkened stairwell, seeing movement there. She barked, "Mulder, Adams I want you to get up and move towards the door. We're getting outta here." Their father was acting far too casually for someone who had a gun pointed at him, and was exposed behind. "Really Agent Scully," he cackled. "You don't expect it to be that easy, do you?" She stilled the shudder prompted by the maniacal laughter, and at the black shapes that were oozing out of the back stairs. Her mind told her that she did not see blue electricity dancing from Cancer Man's right hand; her emotions told her differently. "The only thing easy about it will be pulling the trigger and blowing you away," Scully hissed, then chanced a glance at Mulder and Ben, who were still unmoving on the floor. She pushed Mulder with her foot, urging, "Come on, let's go." Cancer Man's upraised hand tightened, the blue light flashing more brilliantly. Scully gasped, against all reason, feeling her throat tighten. This was one Force application, she realized she had not encountered before. She aimed her gun, and .... an invisible hand yanked it from her grip. She was still trying to work out the physics of all this as she sank to her knees, struggling for air. Hand clutching at her throat, head up defiantly Scully pried her eyes open. Just beyond her blackening vision she saw ten or more Urmari now moving stealthily toward Cancer Man. Keep fighting, she swore silently, make him use the Force. The grip on her throat tightened, a roaring in her ears, she labored to rise. Mulder also saw the stalking Urmari, comprehended what Scully was trying to do. Tearing free of his father's paralyzing grip, he staggered to his feet. Grabbing Ben's light saber he ignited it, and threw himself forward. So splitting his attention was simply no effort to Cancer Man, to one as strong in the Force as he. With his son's pathetic efforts to defend his dying partner, Cancer Man grinned, and extended his hand, releasing blinding bolts of blue lightning into Mulder. With the impact, Mulder felt fire burn through his veins. Dimly, through smoke and shock, he saw the Urmari tense, then advance again on his father. Oblivious, he turned again to Scully. Leering, crazed, he laughed again, "I think my boys, I prefer knowing that for the rest of your lives, you will know that your selfish pursuits were responsible for Dana Scully's death." He turned both hands on the kneeling Scully; she grappled wildly in his chortling grasp. Cancer Man let loose a stunning blast of blue fire at Scully. It never reached the target. Ben had exploited his father's divided attention, and in a monumental effort, freeing from the choke hold, hurled himself in the path of the killing shock waves. The father's bolts smashed into Ben, igniting his son, singing his skin, setting his clothing afire. The impact sent Ben flying, over Scully, back into the corridor. The powerful burst of Force energy was the final provocation. Driven mad, frothing, the Urmari swept across the room, enveloping Cancer Man, sharks driven to a killing rage with the smell of hot blood. With flailing tentacles and dark whispers, the fiends exacted their bargain. Mulder staggered up, scooping the light saber, he stumbled headlong to Scully. She was already on her feet, grabbing her gun in one hand and Mulder's sleeve in the other. She shouted over Cancer Man's desperate screams and howls of the Urmari, "This place is blowing in two minutes. We've gotta go, gotta get Ben." Mulder hesitated, glancing into the atrium; he saw the black feeding frenzy, heard the cries. His brother's groaning roused him. He nodded at his partner, and they rushed forward to Ben, helping Mulder's charred brother up. Luke and Han appeared a moment later. "Minute thirty" was all Han said, and they began to run, the sounds of the savage gnashing of demon teeth fading behind them. * * * Looking back, Leia would always be glad that Han set his chron one minute faster than the rest of them. Anxiously, fighting rising panic, she knew she stifled a cheer when she saw the flash of Luke's green light saber cut through the door. In the depths of the building, there was a muted roar, and a rending shriek in the Force. The Vespiary rocked to its very foundation. Dana emerged, right behind Luke, and then Han, carrying someone over his shoulder. Before they could absorb, comprehend or mourn, Mulder came running out behind Han, with ... Leia did not register the image at first, a blue light saber. The five of them now arrowed up the hill. The concussion of the second, and then third detonator throwing them all to the ground. Fed by the oil, flames ripped up the building, the first tank exploded, shooting a fiery whirlwind into the dark sky. A tongue of flame wound from the building to the second tank, following the hose they had strung. Leia could see the flame daintily lap at the tank for moments, before it too exploded, adding a fourth explosion to the conflagration. Fire swept through the compound, heat and soot now raining down on them. The cry in the Force pierced sound and consciousness, slicing through their ears and minds. They heard the keen of the Urmari death knell. She and Mara raced down the hill, meeting the others halfway. Bent under his burden, Han trudged up, then eased the blackened Ben Adams to the ground. Mulder fell to his knees, and swearing threw the light saber away. Deactivating as it left his hand, it rolled down the hill, coming to a gentle stop at the base of sapling pine. The others stood in a circled silent vigil as Mulder grasped his brother's hand, the burned skin sloughing off in his fingers. Adams rasped, "The Urmari got him, didn't they?" Mulder nodded, "Don't try to talk, we'll get you out of here." He raised desperate eyes to Luke, "Can't you do something?" It was Scully who answered, kneeling next to her partner, "Some things even the Force can't heal Mulder." In answer and acceptance, Adams struggled a nod, "She's right, brother. Better this way." A dry laugh escaped bleeding, scorched lips, "I warned that bastard he'd made a bargain with the devil. Looks like I did, too." "No," Mulder pleaded, now softly, urgently. He clutched at Ben's shirt but it shredded in his hands, "Not you." Adams choked, gurgled, a thin red stream trickling down his nose and ear. "All things die Mulder. When the time comes, you'll understand. No one's that strong." Weakening, he coughed, spittle and blood. A gentle rain of ash began to fall. Scully brushed the flakes away as Ben's eyes followed the floating, playful soot. "I finally opened my eyes, Mulder. I'm sorry it came too late." Ben now reached for Mulder's hand, croaking "But when I go, you can take something of me with you, brother. Something to remember." The bloodied, burned hand gripped the dirtied one. "Open yourself to me, Mulder. Try to feel the Force again." Mulder was stricken. Aghast, he stammered, "I can't. It's gone." Ben whispered, faint words escaping on the heels of a death rattle, "Trust me. Believe." The hand went limp and Mulder clutched it tighter, bending his head, murmuring forgotten prayers to ward off approaching death. A faint blue light shimmered, seemingly illuminating Ben from within. It rippled, like a still pond stirred by a gentle hand. It began in Ben, and washed slowly over Mulder, enshrouding the two brothers, the bond of siblings in the Force. Scully rocked back on her heels, feeling a subtle, profound power. As the light began beating stronger, the others also stepped back, involuntarily shying from the sweet, potent energy that enveloped Mulder, bowed over his brother's body. The light emanated clearly from Ben, with each throb, pulsating from the hand of the dying to the hand of the living. With every weakening beat in Adams, it pushed stronger into Mulder, flowing from one brother into the other. It finally faded altogether, and Ben, now one with the Force that had bound him to this corporeal existence, melted away, his hand dissolving in Mulder's own. Mulder stared at his hand, stared at the ground, at the place his brother's body had been. Looking up, he found Luke's sorrowing face and felt Scully's shaking arm about his shoulders. He stammered, "Where did he go?" Luke stepped forward, comprehending what had happened. Speaking softly, wanting to ease the piercing pain, he said, "Ben turned away from the Dark Side, Mulder." Mulder blinked, staring first at the solemn Jedi, then into Scully's tender, worried eyes, then to the ground and the pile of burnt clothing. He saw Scully's trembling hand find the gold cross at her throat, and then perceived some profound current pass between her and Luke. It was Mara, the first to realize it was gone, who was now the first to grasp what had happened. It was fittingly, an observation punctuated by a curse, "Sith, Mulder!! You have the Force back." Mourning quiet was now replaced by Scully's gasp and then stunned silence. Breaking the frozen tableau, Luke strode to Mulder, offering a hand to pull him up from the ground. The shock of the contact in the Force reverberated through Leia and Mara as well. Scully scrambled to her feet, resting a guiding hand on his arm, "Mulder? Is it back?" she asked throwing scientific reasoning to the side with a shovel. No, make that a backhoe. "Can you feel the Force?" "I, I don't know," he stammered, uncertain and fearful. END Chapter 7 XJedi2 A Cross Over Chapter 8-- "Perdition's Wheel" JackeeC, Gheorghe2 and ginef all at aol.com The Grounds of the Vespiary 12:47 AM The squealing of tires and slamming car doors roused them. Mara's eyes darted through the trees. "Better hurry up and decide, Mulder, because we need to get out of here." Mulder, trudging with the weight of all the universes on him, retrieved Ben's light saber. The sounds of the release of a blaster safety halted them. As one, they all swung to Han in amazement. "Mara's right," he said quickly, shifting weight and weapon slightly towards her, sparing a glance into the thick trees. "But, we're not going anywhere until you all scan this place in the Force." Protests now erupted, Luke's the loudest of all. "Han," the Jedi reasoned. "We all felt the Urmari die." He shook his head, implacable. "Not good enough." Turning, blaster and all, bluntly now to Mara, he said, "Mara's got to search for the Cancer Man." "The hell I am Solo," Mara blazed. Unmoved, Han now focused on Mulder, as if Mara had not interrupted. "And Mulder has to help." They heard shouts, lights from down the hill flickering closer. "We're not leaving unfinished business this time. And we're not leaving Palpatine's Dark Jedi son here alive." "Han's right," Scully put in, as Leia added her agreement, cajoling Mulder and Mara, "We can't leave unless we're sure. You won't do it by yourselves, but it must be done." Leia stepped up and with a glance at her brother, Luke now moved to Mara. They all saw something quiet and unknowable pass between the Jedi and his hostile student, a gentle touch brushing blown hair, an encouraging thought, a vow, and then some slight acquiescence. Luke led Mara forward, and Leia stretched out a hand to Mulder, "We'll show you." With a prod from Scully, Mulder stumbled toward the Jedi, placing his right hand in Leia's. Leia sensed in all of them a variation on a theme; differing in intensity, each person emanated fear and loathing. Pushing aside her own apprehension, she led by example, searching the area in the Force. She felt the residual stain of the Urmari, and sought deeper, now reaching to her brother. Immediately his familiar sense strengthened and buoyed her, and he now gently encouraged Mara. Leia concentrated then on Mulder, his sweaty, gritty hand clasped tightly in her own. She touched him in the Force, and the shock of the connection with his black, rank despair nearly drove her out again. She heard a mournful voice, "Leia? Is that you?" "Yes, Mulder. It's all right," she assured. "I'll help you." Steeling herself, she twined more firmly with him, speaking silently, "I know this is difficult. When I found the truth, it nearly destroyed me. I will never accept that I am a Skywalker's daughter. You will fight to not be your father for the rest of your life, Mulder. But we must do this." He eased toward her, step by step, accepting her tutelage. Guiding now, she led Mulder by the hand and with her support, felt him tentatively reach out into the larger world of the Force. Together they cast about, sweeping the area, Mulder first unsure, then with more confidence. As they brushed closer to Luke and Mara's Force bond, Leia was startled to feel Mulder suddenly tug, away from her, towards Mara with a hungry yearning. "No, Mulder," she said firmly, drawing him back. She felt a surge of rage as he furiously rebelled against her prohibition. In her mind, Leia sensed Mulder rearing back to strike her. She severed their connection, still grasping his right hand, wondering if he would physically do to her what he had been prepared to do in the Force. Opening her eyes, Leia stared into a wild, tortured face that she had once known as Mulder. He had indeed raised his left hand high; in it he clutched the light saber handle. But Han had been nearly as swift. Moving in quickly, he grabbed Mulder's upraised arm. "All clear?" Han asked pleasantly, only the rigid grip on Mulder's wrist and a glint of understanding in his eyes communicating what he had seen and likely prevented. Leia nodded. With Mulder's deep breath, the mood passed with a breeze. Only then did Han and Leia release him from the physical and mental restraint. In a hoarse, tomb-like voice he whispered, "I couldn't find him." With an outreached hand, Leia gestured to Scully to take her place next to Mulder. "I think you should stay close, Dana," Leia said softly. Luke spoke up, pulling from his rapport with Mara and, apparently, unaware of what had occurred, "We didn't sense him." "Satisfied Solo?" Mara asked acidly. Han was already moving down the hill towards Dana's waiting car. "Yeah. I think we've overstayed our welcome. Let's go home." They all hurried after him, Scully now pulling a reluctant Mulder from that ash laden hill. Alexandria, VA 3:22 AM The others left Scully and Mulder on the steps. As they entered the building, a subtle hand gesture passed between Leia and Han. She moved back into the shadows of the apartment's foyer, standing as a sentry, just inside the door, keeping watch over Mulder. Luke, Mara and Han said nothing until they reached the apartment and using Dana's key, let themselves in. It all seemed so ordinary. Han put in bluntly, "You have to wipe Mulder's memory, Luke." He had seen the request forming, and was as adamant in refusing as Han had been in making it, "I can't. Not again. It almost killed them before." Mara joined Han, an unlikely ally. "He doesn't need to know what he learned today." The Skywalker stubbornness began to assert itself, as Luke stuck a chin out defiantly. "I won't do it. It's not fair. Leia and I both managed this kind of news. Mulder can too." Han strode across the room to his brother in law, laying a heavy hand on his shoulder, challenging. "How? A grandson of Palpatine will be loose here, with some knowledge of the Force, a whole lot of anger, a light saber and no one to train him. We can't do that." "Maybe we can take Mulder with us. He's very powerful. I can train him--" Luke reasoned. "And what about Dana?" Han interrupted. "You'd take him away from her? Leave her here to face their enemies alone?" "Your vision of a dead Mulder and Coruscant in ruins is why you sent them back the last time," Mara reminded quietly. Luke hung his head, eyes meeting the floor, "What does Leia say?" He then looked about, "Why did she stay downstairs?" Han dropped his hand away, moving restlessly about, the room too small for some spirits. "She wants to keep close to Mulder." Both Luke and Mara echoed, "Why?" Snaking a kitchen chair, Han took his familiar post and sat, staring at his hands. "It happened when you all were searching for the Cancer Man. Leia says she felt a very strong Dark Side presence in Mulder." He hesitated, then with a measuring glance to Mara, said, "and he tried to connect with Mara. When Leia stopped him, he almost lost it." Mara swore, blanching and sunk to a chair. "You have to do it Luke," Han repeated. * * * Mulder sat shivering on the front steps of his apartment building. A ship lost at sea. The moon poured over him, casting him in an eerie light. Somewhere between the Vespiary and DC he had stopped functioning. Stopped responding. Now he was staring out at the street without seeing anything. He gently fingered his brother's lightsaber, turning it over in his hands. Occasionally his lips would move, but no words escaped them. Scully had seen him like this before, but had it been so extreme. Mulder had always managed to toe the line and stay just this side of sane. But Ben's death and the discovery of his parentage had pushed him somewhere deep and dark, into a chasm that Scully could not reach. She went to him, kneeling down and resting her hands on his knees. "Mulder," she said softly. He did not even acknowledge her. She took a deep breath, weighing what to do, when he finally spoke, his voice disembodied. "'In truth we know nothing, for truth lies in the depth.'" He's quoting ancient Greek philosophers. At least the photographic memory is back, she reflected. But at what cost? Scully rested her head on his knee and closed her eyes, fighting the tears demanding to be turned loose. Well, Ahab, you finally caught your white whale. The truth was out there and we reeled it in, kicking and screaming. But it was bigger than we thought. More insidious. We didn't anticipate the damage. She fought the urge to giggle, hysteria rising. As Starbuck, I'm ready to go down with the ship, she half laughed, half sobbed. She felt his hand rest on the top of her head, a life preserver. A reprieve. "I'm sorry, Scully," he whispered. "Mulder, none of this is your fault," she started, now looking up to him. Mulder didn't hear her, didn't see her. He rocked back and forth slowly, his arms wrapped protectively around his ribcage. He was gone again. Out to sea. Sucked back into the abyss. She raked a hand through her hair. There has to be a way we can both be Ishmael. Scully stood, and saw Leia standing inside the doorway. "I won't be long, Mulder. I'll be right back." He did not respond when she got up and slipped in the doorway. She and Leia stood, staring at one another, until Leia said with firm understanding, "He shouldn't be left alone." "No." After a pause, Scully asked, "How did you and Luke manage once you found out who your father was?" Leia's back stiffened, eyes glimmering in the dark. "Dana, I found out at the end of the War. Palpatine was dead, the Rebellion had won, my worst enemy was my father and dead, and my home and family destroyed. At that time, I truly thought there were no more battles to be fought. Without Han and Luke, I might have..." She halted the confession abruptly, her warning delivered and clear. With the frank acknowledgment, and the weight of the responsibility, Scully reeled, seeking the solidity of the wall. "Leia, I don't have a Force link. And ..." She was spared the ordeal of that admission with Leia's intervention, "No, I understand. You see don't you, Dana? I was there for Luke, and Han and Luke were there for me. But it could have easily been otherwise. When the time comes, you may not be there for Mulder ..." Scully glanced outside, through the smoky glass at her huddled partner. Oh God, she thought, why? Why these choices, why were the only alternatives only the very hardest? "I'll watch him," Leia said. "You need to go inside and convince Luke to do something about it." * * * Once inside Mulder's apartment, Scully immediately headed to Luke "You have to erase our memories again," she demanded. Luke shrunk back from her words. "No. I can't do that to you again. I won't." "You have to," Scully entreated, grabbing the front of his tunic. "He's..." she choked, then resolutely continued. "He's not going to make it otherwise." Hearing Han mutter "Better dead than dark," Scully took Luke's hands in her own, bowing her head over their clasp. The plea, even though driven by desperate need and fear, was, he thought, beneath her. Luke looked to Mara for support; she pointedly turned away. Dana delicately rubbed his right hand with her fingers, a light, grazing touch, a surgeon's caress. "What else does he have to lose Luke?" she murmured. They all waited, until Luke finally acknowledged what had to be done. "You're willing to do this," he asked slowly. "To have memories and time taken from you?" Head and eyes downcast, Scully nodded. "If the alternative is losing him... then, yes." Luke pulled her into his arms, holding her tightly. "Okay," he whispered. * * * Han went to help Leia with Mulder as the others prepared. They would, it was decided, blame it all on the Czechs. When Han and Leia reappeared, they brought only a shadow of Mulder. It was the final persuasion Luke needed. Setting down the pizza boxes, Scully hurried forward, guiding her stricken partner to the couch. She sat next to him, and tried gently to loosen his grasp on Ben's light saber handle. Mulder's head shot up, with a snarl, he jerked away from Scully. But her hands followed his, "It's all right Mulder. I'll keep it safe." "Promise?" Mulder asked, forlorn and lost. She nodded and he grudgingly surrendered the last memory of his brother. "Scully, it's dark here." "I know." Comprehension faded and Mulder sank, again, unseeing and unresisting into the void. Luke now joined them, sitting next to Mulder on the other side, thinking that at least he would not be worrying about the Gate collapsing. As if in answer to his musing Mara said, "Hey, Skywalker, get it right this time." "Mara," Leia admonished. "What? I was kidding." She turned and returned to what she was doing with glee-- making it look like Mulder had had the mother of all parties with his new buddies from the Czech Republic. Never let it be said that Mara Jade couldn't make a mess as well as she could clean one up. Scully rose, leaving Luke and Mulder together. Taking Mulder's hand, Luke slowly eased into his mind, touching and prodding gently. He realized with stunning clarity that Han and the others had been right. Rage, revenge, and guilt played freely. He perceived a wide swath of destruction, directed at self, at others, at the world. There were wild feelings, fury and pulsating power barely contained. Even the places not wholly given over to dark were tinged with despair. It was all Luke could do not to recoil from Mulder's mind and head for the stars. Urgently seeing the need to halt this disastrous fall, he redoubled his efforts. Suddenly, Mulder began to fight the cleansing. His aggressive Force blow nearly threw Luke to the floor. Instantly, Mara and Leia were at his side, lending their support. There was another brief struggle, and then with a sigh, Mulder relented, slumping finally into unconsciousness. Han picked up Mulder's crumpled form and flung him over his shoulder, taking him to the bedroom. Scully was leaning against the wall by the door, arms crossed in front of her, tears pulling at the corner of her eyes. Luke approached her slowly. "You know, Dana, we don't have to erase your memory too," he said softly, his voice a gentle breeze, reassuring and pure. She shook her head resolutely, voice firm. "I could never lie to him." "Then let's do it." "I just have a few things I want to give you, as a thank you." She went quickly to the kitchen, then to a drawer by the television. She scanned the contents and removed a tape. Finally she went to the bookshelf, running her finger down the line of books and removed one. Han returned from the bedroom and threw Leia a questioning look. Scully approached the smuggler first and handed him a large bottle of tequila. "Think of us fondly when you drink this," she said. "And don't curse us during the hangover." Han smiled and ruffled her hair. "Not a chance, Dana." "Thanks... for everything. I wish I'd be able to remember what you've taught me." Solo took her hand and gave it a quick squeeze. Scully looked away and moved toward Leia. "I think you'll get a kick out of this," she said handing her friend a videotape. Leia looked down at the case and then at Dana with a quizzical expression. Scully smiled. "Trust me." Leia returned the smile. "Always." Mara was rummaging through the drawer containing the tapes. "Are most of these what I think they are?" she muttered in disgust. Scully turned toward her. "Yeah. Let's just say that Mulder doesn't have the greatest taste in cinema." Scully pulled her S&W out of the holster at her back and pushed it into the hands of the woman who reminded her so much of Missy. "Take care of yourself," Scully whispered, and then barely audibly, "and him." Mara, never one for sentimental good-byes, was at a loss for words, but finally nodded her assent. Then she reached into the drawer, removing one of Mulder's sultrier movies and began to pull the tape out of the cassette, a mischievous grin adorning her face. "What? It's supposed to be a party. And it isn't a party till something gets broke." Scully laughed and made her way to the couch. She sat slowly next to Luke, like someone reporting to a firing squad. Luke reached out to brush her cheek with his fingertips. "You're sure?" Scully nodded and carefully set a threadbare and frayed book in his hand. It opened to one of the last pages and she read, "And so the bird of heaven, with archangelic shrieks, and his imperial beak thrust upwards, and his whole captive form folded in the flag of Ahab, went down with his ship, which, like Satan, would not sink to hell till she had dragged a living part of heaven along with her, and helmeted herself with it." She closed his hands around the book, blinking hard to stop the tears spilling down her cheeks. "Read this and maybe you'll understand why." Luke looked down at the text he held and struggled for the strength to do what he knew he had to. Scully took his hand, gently placing it on the side of her head. "It's time." Luke softly kissed her forehead before he began. * * * Shutting the door firmly behind them, they trudged down the steps of Mulder's apartment. "Where's Chewie picking us up?" Luke asked through a yawn. Han pointed down the dark street, "There's a park at the end of the block. He'll land there, cloaked but we'll still probably scare a few people half to death." Han swung back around, noticing then that Mara had not joined them. She was standing at the top step of the building, casting about, looking anxiously first up, then down the street. Han was immediately alert, "Mara, what's wrong?" She held out a warning hand, as Luke and Leia now stopped as well, both feeling what Han saw, that Mara was searching in the Force. Luke returned up the steps, asking quietly, "What is it?" She hesitated, poised, then shook him off. "Nothing." "Positive?" Luke insisted. "Yes," was the curt response. They descended the stairs together under Han's skeptical eye. "What did you sense Mara?" There was the merest hint of accusation in his voice. "Nothing!!" Mara responded hotly. Han, however, would not be intimidated. "You **sure**?" She exploded, "What do I have to do, Solo? Rescue your kids again before you trust me?" With Luke and Leia joining Mara's indignant denouncements, and the muted hum of the approaching ship, the stand off ended. The four jogged to the end of the block, to watch the trees bend and sway under the strain of the landing flying saucer. As night began to give way to morning, they boarded. After hurried, warm greetings, Chewie shot back up into the sky. Mara and Leia however, immediately relieved him of his piloting duties. "Everyone out of the cockpit," Mara commanded. "The women are breaking orbit." Leia added her own imperious order, "Into the back flyboys." Mara and Leia settled in, Leia announcing, "You fly Mara, since I know how to read a Washington street map." "Oh, now there's a useful skill. You sure you know where we are going?" Leia nodded, spreading out a map of Montgomery County, Maryland on the console. She pointed, "Head that way." They arrived in moments, Mara hovering the ship. "You sure there is no one there Mara?" "Positive, look at the scanners yourself." Leia did so, as the comm pinged, with both Luke and Han's voices, breaking into a worried, crackling din. "What's going on up there?" "Up to no good," Leia intoned. "No good at all," Mara repeated. "Okay," Leia said with a satisfied sigh. "It's empty. Uncloak." Mara did so, and Leia poised her hand over the laser battery. "Do you do the honors or should I?" Mara put her hand over Leia's squeezing it lightly. "I say we both do it." Moments later, the Urmari ship bolted up into the Earth's atmosphere, then out, on a course home. Location Unknown Far away, in a darkened room, the Cancer Man exhaled, stroking the fur of the ysalamiri next to him. So he did not know when the Emperor's Hand broke orbit. The phone call from a loyal watcher told him when the ship shot into the morning light. And then he smiled. The Bedroom of Agent Mulder Alexandria, VA 6:33 AM Scully slowly but firmly pulled herself out of what felt like a drug induced sleep. She had the mother of all hangovers, all the signs were there. Was that tequila she detected? Well that would certainly explain why her head was doing the mambo and her stomach the tango. But what about the weight that seemed to be bearing down on top of her. What was I doing last night, she wondered. She tried to move only to discover that there was indeed a weight bearing down on her. She heard a snore. A snore? Upon opening her eyes, even bracing for the worst, she was unprepared to see her partner, sprawled half across her like some sort of bizarre human blanket. Fighting a rising sense of panic, she tried to survey the scene calmly, with the detached professionalism of the scientist she was. On the positive side of the equation, she did know his name. There had to be a rational explanation although she was hard pressed to come up with one at this time. She was flat on her back, Mulder face down. She sighed with relief as a glance confirmed that they were both fully clothed. Mulder was still sleeping, his head resting in the curve of her neck, an arm flailed off to the right, one hand gripping the pillow, his other hand, OH MY GOD, cupped firmly on her breast. It was at this very inopportune moment that Mulder chose to return to the land of the living. "Scully," he rasped, as if he hadn't used his voice in a very long time, "what happened?" "I don't know, Mulder. Perhaps you could start by explaining why you're in my bed." "Uh, sure, Scully, I could do that except that you're in mine." Scully looked around, indeed confirming that fact. "Oh. Well, Agent Mulder, perhaps we can move on to why your hand is on my breast." Mulder slowly looked down to confirm this fact. "That is a very good question, Agent Scully." "Perhaps you could move it." "Perhaps I could," he commented as he did so. "Now perhaps you could get off me." "Right again," he said, rolling away on to his back. They both took an unusual interest in his ceiling for a moment. Finally Scully spoke. "What do you remember?" He lifted his head and surveyed the disaster that was his room. Scully's eyes joined in the examination of empty beer bottles, pizza boxes, and unspooled video and audio tapes littering the floor, covering every surface, and trailing out of the bedroom and into the living room. "Must have been quite a party. Hope our friend's from the Czech Republic enjoyed it." Scully laughed, sort of. "Right. Our Eastern European buddies," she paused. "I'm really starting to become alarmed by the fact that we seem to be having the same bizarre dreams." "What do you mean?" "First the flying primate. Now our imaginary friends from Czechoslovakia." "The Czech Republic," Mulder corrected. "Whatever." He pointed out what the state of the room made obvious. "Imaginary friends don't drink beer and eat Leona's. Perhaps," he concluded, "they're not imaginary." "Then what do you propose they are?" "Close encounters of the third kind?" he asked hopefully. "Mulder, you're--" her evaluation of his current mental state was interrupted by the shrill and insistent ringing of his phone. He rolled across Scully uttering "steamroller" to answer it as she attempted to slap him away. "Mulder." He listened silently a moment and then sat up, suddenly alert. Scully wondered if they really had been in outer space because gravity had certainly abandoned Mulder's hair. "Where? When? I'll get Agent Scully and we'll be right over." He hung up, grinning like a kid on Christmas. "Someone blew up the Hooters in Rockville." "And you're smiling about this? I would have expected tears," Scully replied, getting slowly to her feet. "Multiple eye witnesses report seeing a circular flying object hovering above it just before the explosion," Mulder exclaimed, pacing the floor. "I'm starting to like these aliens more all the time." "Someone may even have gotten pictures," he added giddily. Scully sighed. "Just let me brush my teeth." She headed towards his bathroom, fearful as always of what she might find there. "Okay, but hurry up." "And I expect bagels after this, Mulder, and coffee," she called from the bathroom as she examined her reflection in the mirror. Well, Dana, you certainly look every moment of your 33 years, she thought. She grabbed a washcloth intent on giving her face a good scrubbing. "Scully," Mulder called from the other room. "What?" "Any idea why there are canvas bags from the Washington DC Parking Authority in my living room and change all over the floor?" "Maybe we played drinking games with the Czechs?" she yelled back. "Could be, especially because..." Mulder's voice trailed off, and she heard sounds of rummaging in the next room. "What?" "Would we have played quarter shots with two bottles of tequila?" Now her eyes fell on an incongruity sitting on the countertop. "Mulder?" "Yeah?" "Why is there a plastic bag full of tribbles in your bathroom?" "Tribbles?" "Uh huh." "Maybe the tribbles are in the bathroom for the same reason there is a floral strapless bra in my kitchen, size.... 32C." He joined her in the bathroom, brandishing the aforesaid item. "I'd like to meet the woman who has such good taste in lingerie," he commented. Scully eyed the bra that had somehow teleported from her lingerie drawer to Mulder's apartment and did what came naturally. She denied everything.. "I think you did Mulder. And she's now on her way back to the Czech Republic." Mulder slipped out of the bathroom only to return a moment later. "Scully?" "Yes?" "Any idea why the Czechs would leave a barbell?" "A barbell?" "Well, I don't know what this thing is, do you?" Scully examined it after rinsing the soap from her eyes, "It looks like a handle of some kind. What happens when you push the switch?" "Nothing." Mulder manipulated the metal handle, holding it in his right hand, swinging it back and forth. "Seems a little light to be a barbell." "Paperweight?" "I wonder what it was doing under the seat cushions of the couch. And I still haven't found the TV remote," he said. "Oh no! Not the remote," Scully gasped in horror. A man with a mission, she smirked as Mulder wandered out of the bathroom again. She reached into the holder and pulled out her toothbrush, not examining too closely the fact that she kept a toothbrush and even an extra pair of sweats at his place and that he did the same at hers. Instead she turned her mind to their new case. A UFO blowing up Hooters, she mused, putting a healthy dollop of toothpaste on her brush. I'd like to meet those extraterrestrials. "Hey, Mulder," she called again, "What's that saying about intelligent life avoiding this planet?" "'Sometimes I think the surest sign that intelligent life exists in the universe is that none of it has tried to contact us' Bill Watterson," Mulder replied, coming into the bathroom and leaning against the door frame. "Why?" "No reason," Scully said through a mouthful of toothpaste. "I hope you're planning on brushing your teeth because believe me they need it." "Gee, thanks, Scully, I can always count on you not to mince words. To tell it like it is," he fired back, reaching for his own toothbrush. Scully shrugged. "That's what partners are for." Mulder used his shoulder to muscle Scully out of the way as he grabbed his own toothbrush from the holder. "No one else would probably understand this would they?" She stopped brushing for a moment to consider the question. "I'm not sure I do." "What's so hard to understand? We're friends, we have an understanding," Mulder replied as he shoved the brush in his mouth. Scully started to brush again but couldn't let it go. "Mulder?" "What?" Scully stopped brushing again and considered her partner in the mirror. "Do you suppose this is what old married people are like?" "No. I imagine they normally use each other's first names." Scully started in on her teeth and then stopped yet again. "Mulder, how'd you know that Watterson quote word for word?" "Same as I always do," he replied, spitting into the sink. "What was the phone number of the Chinese restaurant in Milwaukee?" "514-98--" he stopped mid-number. Their eyes meeting and locking in the mirror. "I'm back to normal," he gasped. "Are you sure?" Scully asked, spitting out her toothpaste. "Yeah... I feel..." he struggled for the word, "connected again." They shared a brief smile, then Mulder added, "Come on, let's go find some UFOs." Imperial Palace Coruscant Touching down at Coruscant Security platform, each thought that this galaxy never looked so good. As they made their way down the ramp of the flying saucer, with a glance at Leia, Mara pushed passed, moving across the bay with resigned grace to speak to the Deck Officer in charge of the prep crews for the ships hangared there. As Han and Luke saw her go, Han queried, "I thought we'd get cleaned up, get some real food, where's Mara going?" Leia circled her fingers around her husband's elbow, propelling him towards the Palace quarters, "Come on." Leia shrugged off both the restraining hand Luke placed on her shoulder and the light mental probe. "What's going on?" She said curtly, "You'll have to ask Mara," and with that half pulled half pushed her reluctant and protesting spouse into the Palace, Chewie and the droids following, leaving Luke to stand foolishly and irritably in the darkened hangar. He heard a sharp, "stop eavesdropping," and rebuked, withdrew from Mara's technical conversation with the Deck Officer, overhearing enough to know that she was ordering the flight crew to prep her Z 95. The task completed, Mara slowly walked towards him, eyes down, feet dragging across the tarmac. Attempting another probe, her protective shield flew up in the mental equivalent of a slap across the face. She snapped, "I didn't invite you into my head," and snatching her bag spun around towards the Palace. He had to hustle, and did not catch up to her until they were into the lit and crowded corridor. "Why the hell are you getting your ship prepped, we just got back." His tone and feelings were angry and frustrated; somewhere deep, buried where both could barely see it, maybe there was hurt as well. With the idle curiosity of the onlookers they passed, Luke lowered his tone, even if Mara's stubborn silence made him want to grab her, shout, and shake an explanation out of her. He realized she was striding towards her apartment quarters and with mounting dread, demanded again, "Where do you think you're going?" "Don't ask questions you already know the answers to Skywalker." Damn the inquisitive spectators and scandal sheets, he grasped her arm, yanking her around. "You know what I meant, why are you leaving?" She glared at him, at the hand clutched at her elbow. "Not here" she hissed, and with a hard jerk that sent him careening into an observing Sullustian, freed herself, and stormed down the corridor. Muttering apologies, Luke pursued, overtaking her in a crowded lift. Mara ignored his Force-directed inquiries and stayed sullenly mute until they reached her quarters. He did wonder if she would even admit him, and Mara seemed to be weighing the advisability of slipping into her room and slamming the door on him. Luke solved that dilemma by keying the room open himself, walking in, leaving Mara standing in the doorway, studying the patterns in the carpeted entryway. "Did you forget that I knew the lock combo to your room?" He sat down heavily in one of the familiar chairs, vowing to not go anywhere until she spilled whatever was going on. "Running off isn't like you. You owe me an explanation." Mara looked up from contemplation of the floor and strode into the room, "I'm not running. I've got a commitment to keep." She made her way to the cupboard, and with an angry pull, spilled the drawer's contents on to the floor. She threw her bag on to the bed, jerked a larger one out from the wardrobe and began tossing things into both. The only sounds for some time were her slamming and shoving furniture, wadding up clothing and personal effects and stuffing them into her bags. Luke watched from his vantage point, anger giving way to some slight betrayal, eventually interrupting the brooding silence with a sulky, "I guess I was wrong thinking we would just be picking up where we left off." Mara slumped, sinking to the edge of the bed. She unclipped her lightsaber from her belt, and with heavy, deliberate movements, began carefully wrapping it in a towel. She finally sighed. "It was part of the deal. I have to go." His voice was a chill through the stillness. "What deal?" Pulling the flight bag to her, she gently rested the enshrouded saber there. "Where I'm going, I won't be carrying this." Calmer, he was able to focus on her own pain, and rising, crossed to join her on the edge of the bed. "What deal?" He repeated. Mara reached and taking his hands in her own wanted to convey the regret she thought she felt but knew she could not say. "Part of the deal with Karrde. If the ship got us to Earth and back, I agreed to return to the Alliance." He bolted up, furious. "You and Leia agreed to this?" "We had to get Earth remember? Karrde held out for the highest price. He wasn't going to give us the ship otherwise." With a pang of guilt, Luke knew that it had been his unreflective and careless act in sending Adams back that had perpetrated this escapade in the first place. More quietly, pacing the room, he half entreated, "Maybe Leia could shake some more credits loose ..." Luke did not finish, he knew even as Mara said it, "Karrde's got credits. It's me he wants." "You aren't some kind of chattel." Mara bit out her retort, "It was my decision. I made a commitment, I intend to honor it." "What about your commitments here, to" he stammered, "your training?" Only then did she meet his gaze. With her stare she laid bare the unspoken between them and Luke retreated, looking away. As Mara returned to her packing, he wandered to the window, staring out into the dark, feeling a blackening void creeping within himself as well. Her strong, restless sense washing by stirred him from the moody reflection. The gentle, unschooled mental touch mirrored the physical one of her hands on his shoulders, "I'm sorry. There just didn't seem to be any other way." Some things they had not yet come to say, think, or do. He moved into her arms and emboldened, tested that limit. But her response to the tentative foray was in the negative, "I don't think so. Not a good time, I think." He knew she was right, but had thought it at least worth a try. He would have given much to hold on to this instance of rare peace in their endless circling, feints, attacks and parries. "You may have had better luck with redheads in another galaxy," she whispered. Luke clasped tightly the redhead from his galaxy, wondering for the first and probably not the last time if this was where they both belonged and that he was not to find that out now. Sensing his rising resigned fatalism, Mara mumbled into his shoulder, "I'm not the only Force sensitive around you know. There are others." Stroking the head bent to him, he answered with ebbing confidence, "Maybe." "You might get a school going or something, then I could meet you there." Feeling her hands roam down his back, he murmured, "You'd finish what you've started then?" Mara pulled away, leaving him standing at the window now submerged in a darkened pool of advancing shadow. She had not wanted a scene, and this was the wrong way to avoid it. "It may take a while, but I'm not going that far." Always in motion the future, he thought and in a glimpse ahead knew that they would not recapture this fleeting intimate moment of understanding for a very long time, if ever. Her commitment to remain in some distant orbit of his was the most she could offer in a universe of uncertainty and the most that he could expect. Even if she could meet him halfway, he realized he might not have been able to go that distance. He trudged toward the door, "You have a lot to settle so I'll leave you to it. How long to prep the ship?" He heard her brusque efficiency return and the shared empathy burst like a tiny, ephemeral bubble, "Coupla hours." Standing at the door, poised to leave, he stared down at the floor, "Give me a call when you're ready to boost, I can see you off if you want." "Thanks but..." She faded away and Luke only nodded "Right. Well, good bye then." After he left, Mara spent some time simply staring at the towel wrapped saber nestled in her bag, before closing it with finality, "Good bye." * * * Standing on the Palace roof, Luke felt Mara's light dim as she climbed to stars and space. He steeled himself, and with a rippling shudder, hyperspace took her away, leaving him pained and breathless, alone in the dark. J. Edgar Hoover Building FBI Headquarters Monday 9:29 AM Mulder methodically brought a sunflower seed to his mouth and cracked it open, removing the jewel and tossing the shell on the floor. He sat in the dim gloom of the basement office, transfixed, staring at his collection of UFO pictures. He returned, again and again to the one depicted in his "I Want To Believe" poster and the grainy, blurry picture taken only yesterday. There was a truth there, somehow connected to that ship. He didn't know how to explain it, he could just feel it, sense it